I feel that, if I reflect to what I've had this year, I am kind of blessed. I am not talking about people in poverty all around the world, though I wish them better conditions in the upcoming year, but I am talking about me. How I think, how I feel. I have survived the ups and downs of this year, so far. So I wish the ability to cherish what I have, the ability to feel grateful for what I've got.
I have fallen in love, I have moved on, and now I am in love.. again. wit a different person, but same dilemmas. Both don't have the same faith with me. No, I am not pious, but I do have faith. and it hurts not being able to say Merry Christmas to him. Or to ask him to go to church together. So my next wish is to have a love that's not unrequited, and that's meant to be. One that we can celebrate with our faith.
I wish to be able to make better priorities. I have so far survived lectures plus debating plus student organization, but if this continues, the breaking point would be reached in no time. IVED might clash with the upcoming social event with the class and seniors, and no way am I going to sacrifice IVED.
Oh, and I need patience. So much.
I know the list had been cheesy, crappy, and soppy, but whatever. I'm in my midnight moodswing.