#ivel's diary

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my mum told me I'm in great shape and gym is working...thanks for the free gender euphoria mum, I'm wearing a binder and you don't know💀💀

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transmasc and nonbinary people who are on their period rn I'm thinking about y'all

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being in the closet fucking sucks. my friends say they love me, my family says they love me, but I know most of them would change their mind after my coming out. nobody really knows me, they love someone who doesn't exist

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omg my boyfriend gave me some clothes he doesn't wear anymore!!! I'm so happy, they fit me so well and they make me super euphoric😭

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transmasc core? idk

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man i love being attracted to men in a transmasc way it's so weird but IT'S TRUEEEE

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I bought trans tape! let's hope for the best this time ç.ç

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i always tell myself that one day all this pain will be over. one day i will not have my chest anymore, everyone will know i'm trans, and everything will be better. but honestly? i don't know if it will happen. i'm probably just convincing myself to hang on.