May 1, 2024
cast adrift as in "I was cast adrift in a sea of confusion."
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cast adrift as in "I was cast adrift in a sea of confusion."
Living creatively as - naturale~ doesn’t work where i am from. Anxiously, chaotically, poorly, distracted and ashamed. When you are just Á creative and not a machine brain, your birth place can determine your life forever. A naturale, or a caótico ?
One day in 2013, I woke up with upset stomach. It was particularly making a voice that was not pleasant. So I decided not to go to my class, I was in university (idk which year), and went to starbucks instead ( I don’t know why )
Sat with the book Solaris by Stanislaw Lem. I have caffeine intolerance. I ordered regular coffee. I was instantly high on caffeine. Finished that book without any breaks , in one starbucks sitting. Still the most mind blowing read for me. I remember everything that was written still ( I have a habit to reread my fav books over and over again.) this one I didn’t need it.
I often think about the scenes of Solaris that I formed in my mind that day. It is so vivid in my mind still. I identified with that ocean so much, sometimes I feel the waves forming objects inside me.
SOLARIS OCEAN. SOLARIS OCEAN. SOLARIS OCEAN. SOLARIS OCEAN. SOLARIS OCEAN. SOLARIS OCEAN. SOLARIS OCEAN. SOLARIS OCEAN. SOLARIS OCEAN. SOLARIS OCEAN. SOLARIS OCEAN. 11. THIS WAS A CONSCIOUS ACT.
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Might be an unpopular and controversial opinion but my fav youtubers are still Onision and Jacksfilms. Maybe it is because I was born on 1994 and now my opinion of the internet is highly questionable in this age. I just love how emo and obnoxious Onision is. Especially how he is a creative freak who is borderline evil and also narcissistic in a way that creates those trash 2000s style short video mastertrashes (my fav ones are emo onision) For Jacksfilms, I love to think he might have a gemini stellium but never cared to check. He makes me laugh uncontrollably with his outdated jokes and his frosted blue color living room. Also I just love that he has a giant baby head. His wife is so ordinary. He obsessively makes hundreds of videos on a one topic, still on point.
These days, I am just looking for any reason to hold on more. New tattoos will do
My vibes were on.