i made a mistake
i broke up with my boyfriend and i was sad pissed and alone and my exboyfriend texted me so what do i do i start the flirting god dammit AND IT TURNS OUT HE HAS A FUCKING GIRLFRIEND SO I BASICALLY MADE A FOOL OF MYSLEF MOSTLY BECAUSE I STILL FUCKING HATE HIM FOR EVERYTHING HE DID AND I START FLIRTING GOD FUCKING DAMMIT I HAD TO BAIL MYSELF OUTTA THERE WHICH I FOUND TO BE VERY DIFFICULT i should not be alone in this time of horrible decisions but im too fucking shy and tired to ask anyone to join me in ice cream enjoyment with watermelon as desert the only person i want to see and talk to is Jacob but i dont know if he even wants to talk to me since i havent said a word to him since his graduation... i wouldnt be surprised if he never want anything to do with me... tumblr i am sorry for my ranting
