Funny how you still cross my mind, kinda dumb of me really. I didn't know you left me because you wanted to see if i'd come crawling back. Felt like i was waiting for you to tell me that yourself all this time. If i speak honestly, i think that was a dirty test of faith. Considering my inexperience... You were the first girl to give me a chance. Because of that, i want to say i forgive you. Maybe i will say it in person so i can move on, but i'll say on here first to help release my negativity. I want to give you the best of me, whether we are together or not. On another note... I imagine us working out in another universe. Yet again, i know you have your dirty secrets. I might've been the one to be fooled by a friend under thin cloth. I guess the shape of life really is a circle, ain't it? I'm glad we found our other. I know you won't read this but, give me a call yeah? I want your forgiveness too. We can release the past together.