#iwillriseabove

[unicornss-and-mermaidss]

So let me dry my tears,

And let me stand up tall,

For I am a Queen of the most high,

And Queens do not yield to anyone,

And Queens do not kneel to anyone.

-@Unicornss-and-mermaidss

[hnv1102015]

This has been my "truth" for WAY too long. I unpacked and lived in this lie, which made my soul so black. Whenever I tried to count my blessings, the enemy reminded me of the things that were breaking my heart, and making me feel less than. Of course, being me, I always put on a brave face to hide the fact that I was dying inside. My heart was hurting every single day. I questioned whether I was really worth it. I would never hurt myself, but sometimes I just wanted to fall asleep and just not wake up. I'm not saying I'm a perfect person that has it all figured out. I know I'm still going to stumble and make mistakes. But, I know God's got me. He always has. He has never once made me question His love for me, or that He's there for me. I don't always understand what's going on, but I know there's always a reason for what happens...or what doesn't happen. So, while there are still some major prayers that I'm waiting for answers to, I will continue to praise the God that loved me enough to give me life, and carry me through every step of my life so far. I'm not posting this because of Easter. I'm posting it because I need to get it off my chest, and give God the proper praise for pulling me out of the darkness I've been in. #GodisGreat #GodisGoodAlltheTime #AlltheTimeGodisGood #mentalhealth #feelingdown #revivalofmysoul #healthissues #infertility #messedupback #Iwillriseabove #HeisGreaterThanMe #notalone