#lovehurts

[doyouseethesky]

paris, you and me

[dietcokebitchblog]

Writing on tumblr is literally the only thing that keeps me sane and makes me feel better about myself.

The first time I glanced in his direction our eyes locked and it felt like I was the luckiest girl on the word just to have the privilege to be in his presence and in his same class. I was so shy I didn’t talk to him for a whole year like there is something wrong with me. This year we got in the same “group” so more or less we talked a bit. But since it’s a school thing now that we graduated I don’t think I’ll ever see him again and just the thought makes me wanna stay in bed and rot forever because the world just lost all his meaning. The only thing I’m looking forward to is what I believe will be the last barbecue with this group so I try not to dwell on it too much.

P.S. not proud of this but he is the same guy that kind of insulted my hair and then I did some treatment to get them straight

What should I do ? I don’t want to loose him

[amet1sta]

Someone once said my breasts are the perfect roundness to be taken in by mouth.

Like cupcakes.

Since then, my brain chemistry has changed dramatically.

[theycallus]

I didn’t travel to forget you.

I traveled to remember who I am without you.

[yumi-chan107]

Und dann fragst du dich wieviel muss ich von mir aufgeben damit du glücklich bist?

Wieviel muss ich schlucken um bei dir bleiben zu dürfen?

Wieviel muss ich von dir verlieren um dich in meinem Leben zu halten?

Wieviel kann ich jemand anderes sein um noch ich sein zu können?..

[brokenlinesandbetterdays]

Why do I hurt myself?

love feels like

pressing on a bruise

to see if it still hurts

like picking a scab

because the pain

makes you feel something

real

i let it happen

again

and again

and again

i hand people

the sharpest parts of me

and let them trace them

with shaking fingers

until i bleed

maybe that’s my fault

maybe i confuse

closeness

with damage

warmth

with burning

touch

with taking

love becomes

a slow cut

so thin i don’t notice

until i’m hollow

and aching

and dizzy from giving

too much

but i stay

i always stay

because the pain feels

familiar

like home

like something

i deserve

is love supposed

to feel like healing?

because every time

i reach for it

i end up

wounded

and still

i keep reaching

maybe love

is just another way

i hurt myself

without using

my hands

[ruth-t]

Love doesn't hurt. Loving somebody who hurts you and who doesn't reciprocate your actions and intentions is what causes that pain.

[raurquiz]

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