#iwilltryagain-tomorrow

[justanotherokayghost]

She's cute.

[justanotherokayghost]

In middle school I was overweight, but not terribly and not as much as I thought. My parents always told me i need to lose weight(not in a mean way, but not in the best way) and how I'd be so much happier if I did. When honestly I wasn't that bad, but I got so discouraged and I let myself gain massive loads because I failed at trying to lose it and now I am stuck with that. I have so far to go if I want to be even close to healthy or skinny and I have so many regrets about this. Honestly though, if my parents would have told me that I was beautiful, but we were all going to eat healthy and workout to make sure we are all healthy(healthy instead of skinny). Then god, maybe I would have became healthy and maintained a healthy weight. So excuse me if I blame my parents, but when I look back at the pictures, I see a slightly overweight girl who only needed help getting into shape and eating healthy which could have been done with proper nourishing and love. So fuck you guys, I just needed a little help not words that made me feel ugly and not good enough. You are terrible parents.