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[thekekechanel]

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[icanbeyourero]

PLANTSADO

[indignantlybred]

Wonder.

I wonder if you think about me as much as I do you I stay wondering what it is that you do I’m not a stalker but I’m fascinated by the small taste that you gave m Now all I want to know is you but honestly I ain’t that brave I just wanna hear about all your past days Hoping I’m able to look past all of your past ways I wonder bout the girl that caught your last gaze & If I’m fit to get a glance, a concentrated look, or would you look away, or would you look at all my way Are you the kind of guy to go out for what he wants Or am I just too far from your type it wouldn’t matter what I thought? Cause it’s different with you You’re on another level Upgrade from my history & yet you’re really a mystery All I know is the things that you let me know I can’t force you to open up but I wish that you would But then again, would I like what I hear? and at the same time I wonder what it is that you fear If I asked would you tell me? Could I help you overcome? Am I apart of it? If we had a “heart to heart” How much of your heart is in it? Cause I’d put mine on the line to get know your truth What it is that makes you, you. Like I said you’re different. And with me that’s far past intriguing. The mundane got me caught in the crossfire. Your individuality is the shield that keeps me hoping that I might not dieCause this world out there with their basic concepts and unoriginal facet Makes me wish I was blind. You are the unusual light that makes me wanna keep looking For what it is I search for. I know that’s deep & you might not understand that fully But understand that you and your individuality gives me hope to put it simply And knowing there’s one of you out there makes me wonder Are there more of you? And if you aren’t for me to find, will I ever find another? Another intelligent brother who reads Hughes and makes sense of the news With comparable views  It just blew my mind & if you took the time to know half of my own life You’d understand why you make me wonder Why you make me want you. Falling in lust with someone’s body is temporary Falling in love with someone’s mind is forever Will I love you forever? I’m in strong like from what I see. But you only let me see a part of you. I’m not brave enough to ask for the others  I keep thinking that another part is too much for to ask So I sit here contemplating the rest of you Yeah, I’m here stuck to wonder Wondering is fun but its frustrating What if I’m wondering all wrong.| What if I’m totally right. And if I ask you, how would that look like? Would you look at me different if you knew the whole truth? That I wonder what makes you tick? Does me wondering about you make me sick? I should stop. But I can’t. You’re like a drug. Once you get something you’re not used to that’s GOOD Then you want more.& that’s where I’m at. I’m looking for what’s in store With watchful eyes, expectant ears and an eager heart I wanna know it all. I wanna start. But I can’t. So I sit here contemplating your truth. Yeah, I’m here stuck to wonder.

[indignantlybred]

Sad Soul

Last night someone said I have a sad soul So I asked her "What would it take to make me whole?" She said "Get up , Get out and Live Life" I said I'm Living but nothing seems to go right I'm on the edge of giving up on good completely God can't even save me the way I feel this evening I repeat the same things every single day And every day the same shit effects me different ways You think it gets better when all it does is drain you out Instead of left stronger I'm just going down a stranger route Fuck music, fuck hoes, fuck prayer None of it helps at 4 a.m. when I deathly scared But I can't tell her this so I just nod yes to her replies I know inside my life will never go right I try to joke but when the jokes on me it's hard to laugh To mesh the joy and the pain rips me right in half Will I ever give making me whole a real try? Nah, I have a sad soul I'd rather let life pass me by. 

[indignantlybred]

Things (S)he'll Never Understand

So I'm sitting in the dark at 3 in the morning Barely yawning Just think of how the tips of her fingers touch my face How her nose wrinkles one way when she's happy and another when she's upset And how her voice is sex in my ears Something I'll never forget I'd tell her these things but I won't cause I'm a man & the things she does to me without trying, These are things she'll never understand

I look at the clock and it just turned 3:01 I should be sleeping but I can't stop thinking of how each cell in his DNA makes my heart sing & in this dark even as I close my eyes His face haunts me for lack of a better word and I think of how his rough hands feel when they touch my waist & every time he does it I just want to scream YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU DO TO ME!  I think he knows and that's why he does it  But I wouldn't be surprised if he doesn't Because I'm a woman, men don't feel as deep as we do & I satisfied with the fact that There are things he'll never understand

She talks to me about her day after she asks me about mine. I always reply "It was fine" Not because I don't have anything to say but because I'd rather hear her go on & on I listen intently even though every time she asks I say "huh?" Just so she can repeat herself or get upset. She's cute when she's upset She doesn't know what she does to me & It's always the little things I don't know how she does it I ain't complaining, just amazed There are things I'll never understand

He puts the same cologne on since the first time we met And the scent Just the scent All I need is that scent and I can go on for days about the things we've done together That scent holds all the memories because my mind can't handle it But one I know I'll never forget Is the first time he pulled my chin up and called me his I had tears in my eyes from some other issues & he stayed with me Offered his hands as my tissues He caught every tear as he wiped my eyes  & told me I didn't need to cry anymore Everyday that he was by my side He'd vowed to keep a smile on my face He called me his. Never knew a man that could feel so deep He made love so easy There are some things I'll never understand 

I wanna text her to see if she's awake But if he's sleeping I'd rather not  Wish I was there to watch her breathe softly As he dreams, feel his heartbeat  She gets up early but I just wanna hear her voice Tell him goodnight one more time But I'd better not Instead I'll just roll over  As 3 turns to 4 & Think about her some more. How did an hour passed and he was the only thing I thought about 

Love is a mystery. There are some things I'll never understand.