#iwishitwasdifferent

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[eatitloveitfuckit-blog]

I wish, I thought, I guess not

I wish I was over you I wish I could move on I wish I could take my mind off you I wish thing would have been different I wish I would have said something earlier I wish I could forget about what we had I wish I could stop loving you I wish I could except that you moved on I wish I could do the same I wish I didn’t have all this pain It makes no sense to me I thought I’d be fine I thought I could forget about everything I thought I could see you as only a friend I thought I thought I thought But I was wrong I dunno I wish I could let it go I wish the pain and sadness would leave I wish I could be happy I wish that you could see I wish you coud how I feel I wish you’d feel the same I am a complete ass because I wish it was still us But, You’re happy And that’s all I could ask for It may have not been you and I Our history may be over But all I want for you is for you to be happy Loved And wanted And so help me If this girl fucks you over I will find her I wil kill her And she will not be found I’m glad she makes you happy One day Someone will do the same for me But until then My search continues And so do my worries You were the love of my life And my best friend I’m glad we’re still friends I hope we always will be I know you’re going to read this But don’t take it in the wrong context I want you to stay with her Don’t lose something good For something that once was It’s the future Not the past Let the past rest And the future rise So please, I’m just in my feelings Nothing more Nothing less Just had to let it out I’m sorry