#izyaps

[izthekitty]

how does one stomach what’s happening in america? asking for someone who’s spiraling and on the verge of being sick thinking about the files and ice

[izthekitty]

"at least my rage is red

it’s the closest to love that you'll ever get"

i came crawlin' in on all fours

knockin' at your door

knockin' at your door

i don't wanna bleed anymore

i just wanted love

but you wanted gore

you’re my matador

- matador, luvcat

[izthekitty]

discovered listening to club music 24/7 makes my attitude better lmfao

blasting goodies rn 🙂‍↕️

[izthekitty]

it hurts knowing nothing i do will be good enough in his eyes

[izthekitty]

i feel like a fucking idiot checking my phone constantly just for some shred of attention and feeling like an attention whore every five seconds

[izthekitty]

why would you leave me when i tell you that i feel like all i’m worth is my body?

why would you not try to prove to me i’m worth more than my flesh and bones? more than the blood that flows through my veins? more than the muscles that make up my body?

[izthekitty]

a day post wrecking my car

- i can’t sleep

- i can’t eat

- i have the heaviest weight on my chest

- i want to give up

- i’m so lost

- i don’t want to think about it anymore

- it feels like i’m still in the car, spinning, not knowing if it’ll stop

[izthekitty]

“she was the moth and jacks was still the flame” OH BABY