hashtag praying the gay away
i'm scared i have a crush on my best friend. i'm praying it's just my brain adjusting to having a best friend.
i know i'm gay. bi? omni? idk. but i like girls.
i'm just scared of liking her. i don't wanna ruin our friendship. but then why do i feel super flustered when she looks at me in certain ways or is sitting next to me???? no. i don't like her like that. i hope. NO.
hell, this is part of why i'm so attached to sangihun - i hc sang-woo suffered from internalized homophobia growing up (bc lets bfr. that man is NOT a woman kisser) and developed a crush on gi-hun, but tried his best to push it down for multiple reasons. (and failed.)
anyways. uh. yeah. help????
also it doesn't help that i'm pretty sure she's straight and also one of my friends also kinda have a suspicion of her being homophobic????
it's so hard to tell what i want. so i'm just going to keep denying it!!!!!!!!!