As #bittypilled as I am, I get so fucking emotional thinking about Johnson. Like there's something that kills me about the fact that he knows he's in a fictional story and he knows everything that happens within it and he loves the characters he exists alongside just as much as we all do. He's watching all of us through the creases in the bindings of our copies and through the lines between each page... and he's real and he's not and he could be stressing himself out thinking about what it all means but he signs off every message with a smiley face and UGH!!!!! I HOPE HE GETS MENTIONED IN YEAR 5-















