Dec 7, 2018
educating himself apparently
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educating himself apparently
Actual prettiest Tyler/Hoskin.
When I'm alone, I like to pretend...
I pretend that I'm on stage, acting and singing. Or that I'm dating someone famous and we're on the red carpet. Today, I pretended I was with you.
We were in New Orleans. Cafe Du Monde, actually. And we're on the balcony, laughing and taking pictures. And suddenly, you kiss me and a photographer captures that moment. You walk away and she asks how long we've been together. Then I snap out of it. You're not mine. You never were.
I was blessed with your presence for such a short period, but you left an impression that will stay with me my whole life. You made me feel sexy just by how you looked at me. You made me feel important because you would spend all day texting me. You made me feel desireable with the way you ravished my body. You made me feel loved because you would just hold my hand or hug me for no reason. Your smile, your stupid laugh, your eyes that change color...everything about you drew me in.
I wish I had the chance to be her. The girl you introduce to your friends. The one you come home to every night. The one who makes you happy.
Yellow Lyrics Look at the stars Look how they shine for you And everything you do Yeah, they were all yellow I came along I wrote a song for you And all the things you do And it was called 'Yellow' So then I took my turn Oh what a thing to've done And it was all yellow Your skin, oh yeah, your skin and bones Turn into something beautiful D'you know? You know I love you so You know I love you so I swam across I jumped across for you Oh what a thing to do 'Cause you were all yellow I drew a line I drew a line for you Oh what a thing to do And it was all yellow Your skin, oh yeah, your skin and bones Turn into something beautiful D'you know? For you I bleed myself dry For you I bleed myself dry It's true Look how they shine for you Look how they shine for you Look how they shine for Look how they shine for you Look how they shine for you Look how they shine Look at the stars Look how they shine for you And all the things you do
U never told me that it would've gotten better. U never told me that I was gonna be okay. U never told me u were there for me. U were never on my side. I wanted someone to kiss my scars and tell me it'll soon pass but u never did. U never were on my side. U were suppose to help not get mad at me cause I hated myself. U made me happy., I loved u but now I'm trying to figure out why I did in the first place
And I hope u know that I can't get my mind off u. That u will forever be in my heart. U remind me of when I was younger and when I didn't have to deal with any of my problems. But I can't get any of that back now. It scares me that I don't know how to deal with any of this now. It was lovely while it lasted but I think I gotta say goodbye for now