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[fortheloz]

I wonder how I got so forgone into giving a damn about everyone when I didn't used to at all?

There was a time I would tell someone they aren't allowed to control me or tell me what to do, and now its the opposite.

I blame the tribal mentality that social media has caused. I didn't used to be a perfection crazy person, in fact I knew what I wanted to do or say and now it isn't as easy, because I have to worry about offending anyone. It bothers me, and I wanna get back to that version of myself even if I could be a selfish brat who tried defending people who didn't deserve it.

[fortheloz]

Finally got my app to working normally again. No more force closing.

[fortheloz]

Being without a laptop sucks. And a mobile app that closes from time to time is annoying. So I will be reblogging things to here and putting my other blog off for a bit. Sorry for inconveniences.

[fortheloz]

I have two extra days for Ghirazant week.. I kind of really want to do a drabble with a teacher Ghira or maybe even finish bubble bath. Ghirahim washing Zant and tending to him.. is high on my list of things to do, I don't know why. I just love the idea of Zant being tended to like the king he (was/is) and how Ghirahim sees him.

[fortheloz]

I think I want to pick up fic and drabble writing as a way to strengthen my writing. I keep losing confidence because I feel like I am rusty, and that doesn't help too much since I am kind of very self critical about my own talents. I'll make it a must to do at least one writing prompt a week. This is my new goal as well as improving myself in general to be a better writer. Sorry to whoever read my rant. ^^