haruma miura mini personality reading
positives + negatives edition
TRIGGER WARNING: haruma miura passed away from suicide and a lot of his thoughts and feelings surrounding this ended up coming through.
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+ positives
he had strong mother bear energy - he had a soft spot for children, mothers and oppressed groups in society in general (this made him way more open minded about other races and ethnicities than the people around him). he cared a lot about people in general - he was really susceptible to wanting to root for the underdog. he had a lot of empathy and genuinely got along with people really well. he was a really great communicator and people would leave interactions with him feeling very charmed, part of his good social skills was that he was good at making people believe a certain narrative to make their lives better - he had the ability to make peoples problems sound not as bad as they were without completely dismissing the problem itself. he was also good at making people feel good about themselves in general. he was very clever and knew this about himself, he was innovative, had great common sense & he was also good at sticking to his own opinion - so it would have been hard for other people to change him. but at the same time, he saw himself as small in comparison to the whole world and this made him humble, he was always open to learning and didn’t think he had all the answers. he had a strong desire to prove himself and he wanted to keep changing and growing - he never wanted to be a person who was blind to the world and he was hardworking in general. he was also a very forgiving person, he always saw the bigger picture and it made him forgive a lot of people and let things go - he was very caring (he would think, “there’s bigger problems in the world than you being an asshole”). he was the type to think things never really ended - a huge optimist at heart. he was an appreciative person in general, both of experiences and people. I think he saw suicide or dying as more as a transition, because he keeps saying he’s still here. he saw this transition as more bittersweet than sad and wants his loved ones to know he’s always with them still.
- negatives
he was easily bored, dissatisfied and unfulfilled - it was hard for him to find meaning in anything, so while he was a person who saw the bigger picture, he couldn’t find the meaning behind it all, so to speak (everything felt uninspired and stale, feeling small in comparison to the world made him humble and accepting, but also made him feel incredibly insignificant). he was super jaded and felt like he experienced “enough” of everything and didn’t see the value in seeking more (like if you told him “why don’t you find a girl to fall in love with?” he would say “well I’ve already been in love before and then some”), it was to the point it was hard to make him excited because he didn’t have an appetite for anything (sometimes he may have even had a problem behaving unpredictably or wildly to try and achieve some level of excitement, like via drinking). unambitious and uncompetitive (lack of drive, motivation and direction - hard working, but nothing to work for), he hated the whole constantly having to “climb the ladder” thing. he really hated fame (to the point it started to make him hate everything else in his life), he saw fame as something predominantly negative that essentially leaked poison into every other facet of his life, which he also saw as inescapable since it was permanent. he saw life in general as a chore (like laundry, never ending). in this sense he was very pessimistic about HIS place in the world, he could not handle that things “never end” (once you complete one thing, another happens). he was very easily overwhelmed and lost. he never knew how to fully relax, he was always on edge and felt like he didn’t know how to breathe (very anxious - and this made him bad at seeing all sides of a problem in order to find an actual solution that wasn’t “this is unimportant compared to other things”). one of his biggest problems is that he genuinely saw dying as the only way to achieve peace.