What's A Man Without A Woman?
Well well... here i am at 10:00pm, thinking about tomorrow's festivities if there is any... these past few days have been fulfilling, to seeing great friends, to sort of, falling out of love. These are perfect times for me to kind of revitalize my life, down to the people in it and what im doing with myself. So much has changed from being away from home for a while and it's a little bit unfamiliar. It feels right tho, because now i'm forced to create something, or i guess, this life anew. Quite a twist on things but what can ya do? what can you do but look forward anyways... i love to live in the present and the future. Present because if the moment's right, then i charish it as it happens forever until it's done... then i have a great memory to look back on, and the future, because there always seems to be something better than what happened before ;]
I'm excited where i am right now, on the grand scale of things, sitting at home with family, doing close to nothing but everything at once... days going by slow (which i love also) being able to have a solid opinion to myself for once!!! YES- THAT! that is what i missed. But i knew it'll soon be felt diminished, but not when im gaining tons of strength being here... and that, my friends, is the ultimate achievement. My sleeping is also off as well... i don't know why, i thought hanging out with some best friends would sort of do the trick, but somehow im back to where it started lol. My hours awake are like night to afternoon... i kinda like it tho... it's different haha... everyone's schedule here is awry as well haha... everybody's on an entertainment schedule.
im really needing some inspiring music at the moment. I've been watching tons of Beyonce and Christina Aguilera peformances, well all in all a ton of women performing. Females KNOW how to perform. And im proud to say I learn from women. Call it whatever you want but there's nothing really a man can teach me besides business unfortunately lol. it's gonna be amazing working along side beautiful minded women. I'm tired of running into lost no talent having men. What's the point?? All i get from it is a fun time in the moment, but nothing to remember. Somehow, i remember all women. i love women ;]. i love men in some way too... cuz this is a mans world... but it wouldn't be nothing without a woman or girl.
Well, that's all i got for tonight... i think im gonna put on some netflix and/or write a new song ;]
Intuition is never wrong.