#jake r

[quadcrushuk]

Jake from Bournemouth you make my cheeks go Rouge-gier.

[look-at-all-the-pretty-roses]

Jake R

There's this guy that I have a huge crush on, his name is Jake R. Whenever I see him I get these weird tingles and butterflies, we talk all the time, and when we spend time together I just smile and laugh my little heart out. It's been some time, and the more I think of him the more I can't help these feeling for him. I try to fight them time after time, but I just can't succeed, I know it's due to my heart broken past. My heartache and fears were always realized, but this time, it's different. I know it is, I can feel it in my bones, but at the same time, that same feeling of over emotional attachment is consuming me. I often think of other possibilities; what if I date a nerd, what if I date someone super smart, what if I date someone super hot, and so on. Every time after I think these things though, I always go back to him. He's goofy and immature, he's silly and licks my face, we fight and argue and leave each other just to end up crying and hugging it out later. He's my better half and my best friend in the entire world, I have never met anyone like him in my entire 19 years of living. He makes me smile and cry at the same time, but it's okay, because they're tears of joy not sadness. I get so ecstatic when he calls me, my heart pounds and the blood rushes from my head to my heart.

Lately I've been having these dreams of him, in almost ever dream we are happy, smiling and holding our absolutely beautiful baby girl. When I wake I get almost depressed that it's over, but I know that when I go to sleep again, I'll see him and our love growing every second; because it is growing. By now I'm sure you know that it's more then just a crush, it's a hard and complex relationship built on sorrow and hope. It's more then just a silly feeling, much more then puppy love. I've been through puppy love and infatuation, but this is different. A simple touch makes my spine shiver, a kiss melts my lips straight off my face, and a caress just kills me with passion. It's something much bigger then me, much bigger then him, it's something special. There's something special, there's this little thing that I don't want to face. This little silly emotion that brings people down to their own demise, or sometimes even their uprise. It has a simple name, simple spelling, and yet is such a complicated thing to explain. It could only be one thing. Love. 

[likeamanatee]

I AM LISETNIGN TO BEST THING I NEVER HAD EHR VOICE IS SO SOOOO BEAUCTUFL SHES SO GORGEOUS

BEYONCE

[look-at-all-the-pretty-roses]

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