#jaketina

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Jaketina or Rytina?

LEAVE 2 SHIPS IN MY ASK AND I’LL CHOOSE WHICH I SHIP MORE

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“I’ll have to act out by wearing lots of eyeliner and doing the drugs.” // “The cure for pain is in the pain.” // “I don’t need the feeling of completeness. I just need the feeling of not being empty.” (oops but I love it when you write Jaketina ^3^)

THIS IS NOT A BAD THING, CHRISTIE. Do not apologize. xD

“I’ll have to act out by wearing lots of eyeliner and doing the drugs.”

“That’s any different from how you act now?” Jake couldn’t help but raise his eyebrows at Tina’s comment, not sure if he should take her seriously. It was hit or miss with her sometimes. “I mean, other than the drugs, I guess.” He didn’t think Tina did drugs at least, but what did he know? He didn’t really pay attention.

“The cure for pain is in the pain.”

Jake didn’t know how to answer that. He really didn’t. He wasn’t really good at this heart to heart thing and he barely knew Tina, much less knew what to say to make her feel better. “I mean, I guess if that’s what you want to do?” He said awkwardly, standing up a moment later and tossing her, her jacket. “But I think crappy breadsticks at Breadstix might work just as well.” He wasn’t worried about her, not at all. He just wanted Breadsticks and he might as well bring someone else.

“I don’t need the feeling of completeness. I just need the feeling of not being empty.”

“You know I’m not your therapist, Cohen-Chang, right?” Jake wasn’t sure when he and Tina became confidants. They had gone to barely talking to talking more than he really cared to admit. He had told Tina more things than he told some of the people he was closest to. He was pretty sure it was the same way for her. They had talked about how lost she had felt after Mike and her had broken up, about how stepped on she felt in the Glee Club, the fact that she wasn’t always sure if theater was the right thing for her and more. He sometimes felt like he knew Tina better than he did himself. She knew more than few of his issues so it was only fair. It was Tina’s suggestion after all that he had started running every morning to help deal with his anger issues. He wasn’t sure if they were exactly friends, but that didn’t mean she wasn’t important to him. “I - I’m here for you, you know that right? I know I’m shit at giving you advice, but I’m always here to listen, got it? So just, try to feel less empty or something.”

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"Don’t make me beg.” // "I can’t do this anymore." // "I’m pregnant and it’s yours."

“Don’t make me beg // Jaketina

This was the last situation Jake had ever imagined. Doing anything with Tina Cohen-Chang still seemed like something out of an episode of the Twilight Zone. Sometimes he wondered if he hit his head, not because Tina wasn’t totally hot, which she was in a kind of neurotic way, but because he was pretty sure anyone like Tina was the last person he’d be attracted to. But he had surprised himself and sometimes he didn’t know how exactly to feel about that.

In moments like this, he definitely knew how he felt about it. He never imagined that Tina would be someone who would borderline beg but he definitely approved of it. It was sexier than he had ever imagined. Jake walked forward, an amused smirk on his face. “What if I like you begging?” He asked, his voice husky. He wouldn’t complain if she did.

“I can’t do this anymore.” // Jaketina

Jake forced himself to keep his face neutral, raising an eyebrow at her comment. “Okay.” He finally said, not sure what else to say. He ignored the urge to punch something. To tell himself that he should have expected this. The idea that she would stay, that they’d last was stupid at best. “Then leave. Just go.” He forced his voice to stay steady. The last thing he wanted to do was to show weakness. He wouldn’t. He didn’t give a fuck if everyone left, he wouldn’t let it break him. It wouldn’t. “I’m not going to force you to stay for something you don’t want to stay for.” He wouldn’t trap her in a relationship. He refused to do that. He just figured if one of them broke up with the other he would have been the one to do it. He really hated being wrong.

“I’m pregnant and it’s yours.”// JaketinaIt was only midlaugh, when he looked at Tina’s face that he realized that she wasn’t joking. They had hooked up a few times, completely unexpected at that, but it was nothing serious. They weren’t dating, they weren’t together. They had used protection every time. Jake had made sure of it. “That’s not possible.” Jake finally answered, his voice low. Even as he said it, he knew it was possible. There was such a thing as a condom breaking. He wanted to punch himself in the face. He should have been more careful. He knew what it was like to be an unexpected kid and now he forced that on his kid. He knew it wouldn’t be as bad as with him, after all he nor Tina were married, but it still wasn’t ideal.“Are you keeping it?” He wasn’t sure if he should ask that. For all he knew, she’d freak out on him. He didn’t even know if Tina wanted kids. It wasn’t exactly something they talked about, much less her stance on abortion or adoption. “I’ll - I’ll help out, I guess, if you do keep it, I mean.” He wasn’t his father. If Tina wanted the kid, he wasn’t going to peace out. It’d be easier, by a lot but he just couldn’t do that. He didn’t want his kid to always wonder if they had done something wrong. He had to stay, it was the right thing to do. “Shit.” Jake muttered under his breath, a realization coming over him. “I’m going to be a dad.” Suddenly this seemed like a very bad idea.