Apr 28, 2016
The Audio Credit goes to https://www.youtube.com/user/AmberHaike
I cut a part from the audio, and the gifs I found on Google and/or gif hunts that I already liked.
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The Audio Credit goes to https://www.youtube.com/user/AmberHaike
I cut a part from the audio, and the gifs I found on Google and/or gif hunts that I already liked.
After a while
After a while you learn the difference between falling in love and holding someone's hand. You learn that kisses don't always mean something. That promises can be broken and in time you learn to forget, let go and move on.
no mood for an update todate
no mood for an update today. cried too much already.
got to get me head right for deadlines are looming. like my mom always said - time waits for no man.
and so it goes
feeling a bit more optimistic today. Suppose i still have loads of emotions to go through.
I hope i can keep it together tonight. C is coming through to visit our kids. If i can there is hope. if not ah well i tried. :P
Day two
Feeling a bit better this morning. Still awoken by four peering little eyes. : ). Makes me realise whats really important in life. Especially after reading the "parenting plan" last night, the agreement is a good 10 typed pages. wow.
I've also decided to start the day with the thought - what I'm grateful for? Many end the day with that as a brief thought, then immediately start planning the next day, pop off to bed and forget all about it. I want it to make an impact. So as of now:
Today I'm grateful for - silence and the rain. Sitting in the rain last night was exactly what I needed, the day was so hot (35degrees) and sticky - the children and I were all ratty after a long day at school and work. The rain washed away those moods and we all went inside a little wetter but much happier.
Fridays are always hectic in my house. hopefully today will be more of the same - game night YAY. Tomorrow has more in store as C is coming over to collect the last of his goodies as well as some much needed kitchen gear. I hope it won't be too strange or uncomfortable. We are really hoping to be good mates once this process is through. Happy thoughts as always.
A new beginning.
Opened up my eyes like any other day except peering back at me weren't the eyes I'd seen for the last 17 years but four little innocent ones. The reason why i get up and go each and every morning and today not like every other day the reason why i just lay there for a few more moments watching them sleep, peaceful and calm.
For them i am truly grateful.
My facebook status this morning read "bitter sweet sorrow". Its true I'm a bundle of mixed emotions at the moment. My husband (still for now) and I decided to divorce 8 months ago and yesterday he moved out. I've been waiting for this day for all that time hoping that I will be happier, I'm not, but I'm not sad either.
Maybe tomorrow I will know what I feel, after all I have so much to look forward to. : )