#jamesholmes

[ga1n3s]

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[psychopathybristophilia-blog]

"Rational people act based on incentives for self-fulfillment, including fulfilling needs of self-development and needs of feeling useful and helpful to others."

[afrodyetee]

When you think about it, #jimmyshops were part of the first #deepfakes. What these youngins do with AI, I was doing with adobe photoshop and imager. By hand. I recorded songs. I was a top-tier troll. Hell, I went to the actual court dates. I saw a mass murderer in person. Wild. I had a wild ass life before meds.

[sheniq]

#jamesholmes #elijahmcclain #aurora #auroracolorado #blm #blacklivesmatter https://www.instagram.com/p/CDrGtDrnUMv/?igshid=yed1xbp7n3ec

[itsmeadrianleung]

#JamesHolmes was formally sentenced by Samour to 12 consecutive life sentences with no eligibility of parole plus 3,318 years! https://www.instagram.com/p/B4pH_Log-so/?igshid=1911qyx7yi8q5

[a-hill-and-wheels]

a lil earlier in our talk this morning I used the word indifferent in place of impersonal once or twice...... and I think you, moved that into irrelevant. not sure quite the context were talking.

ok

can you draw any distinction or are they the same, between, its impersonal, vs its indifferent. 

uh.............................................there pretty similar

ok

[a-hill-and-wheels]

do they come unbitten? or do you bring them because your thinking

nah their intrusive

their intrusive ok. thats a good, word. so your minding your own business trying to get to sleep and the thoughts come that.. are what kind of thoughts again

homicidal thoughts

homicidal thoughts , and in what sense, was, how killing people in what way 

uh like shooting them in their head and stuff

ok, individuals, in groups, what setting

just a non descript individual, I cant see their face or anything

what does it look like to shoot them in the head

um I don’t actually do it, its just, I got a gun, and, can shoot them in the head

what kind of gun do you have

oh just a hand gun

any idea or speculation about where you are in that particular intrusive fantasy 

mmno its,  indescript location

how often does that happen to you?

maybe like two or three times a week

ok and where talking now about the last few weeks? 

yea

is that about as much, as, over the past year or has it increased or decreased

I think it stayed the same 

you don’t have an opportunity to talk about these things with anybody am I right, a counselor or somebody like that

No I don’t have a treating psychiatrist. and if I do they throw me in the hole if I have homicidal thinking or suicidal thinking.