Neverreallyfinished

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Eat the stems

I am currently chewing on a dried fig stem. I usually bite them off because its semi hard, but i been chewing them down and eating it. The stem is like the tunnel where the tree giving all the energy to the fruit. All goes through the stem. get a piece of that pathway. the stems have to be packed with action. do not miss out on the opportunity to align with it.

"Most stems, skins and even leafy tops of fruits and veggies are loaded with fibre and nutrients, but too often, people just toss them out. "

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When im eying a rare low miles car on craigslist with a nice clean interior, 90s car with current tags in my price range and I don't do anything then one day the listing disappears its like being at a dance and seeing the girl I like and she just gets teamed up with someone else. hope they have a nice life together haha this last one kind of stung but ill find another. I kind of have my eye on this one but its not really my type, but I would low key lol but probably wont. I always think I can find better for cheaper, but the gems are gems, you cant get better when they come around.

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isnt it weird how a sealion is not a fish and its in the water, how close is a sealion to a fish. how does a dog know its guilty or in trouble when its owner finds it it ate a pillow or ran away? how did a dog get human traits like guilt. can a sealion know its guilty? from the ocean fish with zero remorse. sealions are being trained in wild life parks for who? who cares, why if they are fish? fish can be trained though. . As a fish if you can be trained its dumb. As being able to be trained equals whoa that fish is really smart, its not because its a fish, and who cares about training if you are a fish, keep swimming and changing direction. training is what makes us, I mean a fish dumb. .. but its looked at like it makes you smart. hahaha

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I cant put into words what is going on with myself relating to the world right now.

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jesus would be considered a real asshole lol that's probably why he was nailed to wood. he talked too much. he said too many things people did not like to hear about themselves. lol so much they crucified him.

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Things greatly historic, spirituality, mythology, phenomena, legends, folklore. I grew up on ghost stories and legends, even the celebrities from the 90s world, as the "greats" who seemed larger then life. the greats every decade. part of their greatness was the fact that kids were hooked on ghost stories. Phenomena is larger then life. Idk if these things are not happening now? before cell phones our imaginations were happening, allow us to dream larger, allow us to have room to imagine. there was a lot of cushion. now everything is pin point, even camera's are sharp. food is fast. everything is direct. even though the phenomena is callused. I know the cushion is still there. I know love exist, yet I can feel the callus.

the softness of the world allowed it to bend and and the phenomena was able to puncture.

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I wish more people would say what nobody says. Who is going to say it? no one wants to be the asshole, or is it no one is in the position to be the asshole because no one is observing from a historic stance. old people can be assholes, having the history to call. If a young person is a asshole, 95% it wont hold any weight. not legit. That could be thing. No one sees what the asshole sees. jesus could be a asshole. god. He doesn't talk, that's how great of a asshole he is. its so great the hand is dealt already. the alpha and omega. unchangeable stance. thats the position. you need a position to be this asshole. but no one wants to be a asshole. specially on social media. who is going to tell those people their brand is wack? Who would tell them to their face? what you are doing is wacky. Does it matter, if no one else thinks it. A lone opinion. is it just subjective garbage. If I say your brand is wack and no one else can see it does it mean my opinion is trash and im a asshole? or could my words hold weight and actually be cause for change, or would it be i'm just a asshole.

I think very much I could be a asshole, for most people it would be just a person being a asshole with no history. I refine things though. If I'm a asshole about something, its only because it doesn't live up to my phenom standards.

. it could be such a funny character, also a character no one likes. " how do I say it without sounding like a asshole? "

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still cant believe I lost all those notes twice gotta forget about it

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why can we follow people on social media but cant follow people in public? lol

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i hear a cricket I never heard that cricket before how can there be only one cricket

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Idk how everyone's doing things and being ok with it. souless? idk what everyone is thinking, no one is expressing it. I try to find meaning in everything. not exactly but if I am going to do something creative it needs to a simultaneous soul. meeting me. that's how it gets "better" nothing has meaning right now. i don't know how people are doing things. even creatively. taking photos. making art. making music. where are people in their minds? perhaps people are at these places in their minds that gives them the pose and soul to create and do things. maybe I cant see their layers or their history or their arrival. is it without a genisis. Idk. technically without soul it doesn't get better - or its something beautifully alien (nothing wrong) earth soul we do share time and here. we do have something in common, time. so people would be thinking what I am. radio. not voicing it/don't know how or know to. it probably is just a few. interesting? crazy? I need my art to happen layered. to see it in a distance like a train in the cold fog choo choo choo choo art is arriving. the smoke. the feeling. the feeling of hopping on a train. their are no trains coming. making art I am a sfogliatelle. if its not a train or a pastry, or a pastry on a train. i don't want it. I think it has something to do with social media, ai, and science. you know. as humans new to this technology stuff, we cant see ourselves. we cant put a finger on what is happening to us, can we, until we can look back on it. . also whats next

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There has not been a digital catastrophe yet, so it can be predicted it will happen. dinosaurs. rapa nui. are humans smarter now to not to destroy themselves, in somewhat I think we learned, that's why ww3 has not ignited yet, but postponing could be in vain. Is it in our nature. see it leaking through the cracks in people. great deluge, digital wipe out. will there be an ark. as history repeats. the first time has to happen. again. we should prepare for that. prepare to lose everything digital at some point. its not far fetched.

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Its always nuanced details that people do not see or miss that leave them wrong in their analysis. too see the full picture you need to see the details. arriving at stances without looking at details is like taking a guess. you could think one thing is one way, but after learning the details your entire scope and vision can change. so details are important. focus too. or you could be very wrong

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sheets and blankets are angels angels lie on your bed, other worldly there bat like wings bird like feather soft lie on the bed

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People do not know how cheap carrots are. Do they? I think its a secret. I think a carrot juice business could be at thing. its delicious. I don't think people know how delicious good carrot juice is. I have not even reached my carrot juice peak yet. 1. many cheap fruits you can mix with carrots like they were made for each other. Apple mix Papaya mix Lemon mix Orange mix How about a more costlier Mango Carrot Juice Smoothie with lemon sorbet & coconut. I like when colors double up like oranges, carrots, and papaya's or lilikoi, banana, papaya, lemon. pomegranite, apple, strawberry, rasberry. its like the colors are made for each other Simple common Juice mix : Carrot, Apple, Ginger - the medieval mix the elixir before time started

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Made some carrot juice. thats my jam. the bag of baby carrots is only like 2 bucks. If I bought that amount of carrot juice I made it could be 10 dollars or more. 90% of the bag filled a entire spaghetti jar of pure juice. I read to add some lemon for some flavor flave. I bout lime juice from the health food store so I mixed that with the pulp and squeezed it with a old stocking, that worked really well. Made a hole in the stocking so that will be the last time I use it. If I will be making more juice. I was using strainers but the stocking I found works better and more efficient. I blend the carrots up with equal amount of water then pu tit in the stocking and squeeze it into a cup. seeing the pure juice is satisfying

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"the most useful plant in the world"

Low key had to get a coconut fix. after couple weeks ago I bought a bag of coconut powder (instant mix) for about 6-7 bucks. I made a bunch of coconut milk/water over the days. only used it for coffee creamer once. and used it for a smoothie a couple times. used it for oatmeal once. I bought actual coconut milk or water in a bottle today for 4 dollars. Might drink that fast. I did see some raw coconut powder at the health food store it was about 4 or 6 dollars a pound. That sounds like a pretty good price. I don't think I can make coconut milk with it though, probably can, but maybe that's not what you are supposed to do with it. I was thinking, what can I do with raw coconut. there must be a lot. I didn't get any because I never thought about it yet. Next time maybe. It looked good. From wall greens I tried a new coffee lion brand. lion brand I usually get original roast but I tried a flavor. roasted coconut. haha that is what i will be drinking for the next week. pretty good. . when I think of coconut flakes or raw coconut I go back to a memory of this summer fun/summer school day when we were cooking food from around the world and we made this yogurt or something and it had coconut on it, I think it was a dish from turkey. also climbing picking and harvesting coconuts off a tree. I have yet to taste the baby coconut tree core pulp I never had a bunch of coconut to do things with but I think it could revitalize some dishes and life .