#jamjam speaks

[themorbidjam]

So, I’ve been thinking about this for a while and I’m... seriously considering deleting my tumblr blog and leaving this hellsite for good. I don’t like it here, I know I can unfollow people to cultivate what I see and make it fit better to me but....

I don’t want to get hate mail for saying what I think. I don’t want to see posts mass condoning, shaming and hating on an idea that doesn’t fit someone else’s ideas of what the world should be. This community preaches anti-hate but breeds absolute loathing for someone quietly speaking their non-evil, completely not violent or hurtful opinion in their little corner of the internet and I’m tired of it. 

I’m tired of feeling like I’m wrong for thinking the way I do and feeling alienated even when I don’t live up to people’s twisted and false ideas for what people like me should be. Anti-hate is rendered null and void if you’re a conservative christian on this site... or a conservative at all.

I’ve been feeling this way about tumblr for a long, long time and I think it’s finally time to just let it go. 

I’ll stay on for a week longer, but after that, I’m gone. I’m moving entirely to twitter @morbideclectic. I might go back to Deviant art for a while, located at Awokenintime, but I’ll likely go to ArtStation after that. 

Thank you all for supporting me, and making me feel welcome, those who have. You’ve been lights in my life and I love every single one of you... but I can’t stay on this site anymore. 

[themorbidjam]

Post ten songs you’ve been listening to lately and then tag ten people. I was tagged by the cool dude @evodog

We Have it All by Pim Stones

Enter the Sandman by Metallica

All the King’s Men by the Rigs

Thriller by Michael Jackson

Your World Will Fail by Les Friction

Losing Control by Red

Slaves by Crywolf

Running in the 90s by RichaadEB

Goldfish by Until the Ribbon Breaks

Kettering by the Antlers

Be warned, a lot of these are pretty sad songs.

I tag: @alphacube @toxicdatagirl @darkenedora24 @ittybittyblondie25

and I don’t feel like bothering anyone else so other people feel free.

[themorbidjam]

You got any favorite monsters I should know about? :3c

Honey, if I listed them all, I’d be here for weeks. 

I’ll just give you this: the nastier, the uglier, the grosser, the better. I like all monsters, none are better than the others, though I’m very picky about vampires.

Hit me up with a generic eldritch monster, or a werewolf, or a wendigo.

I have no preference

I love ALL monsters!

[themorbidart]

Who wants to see me draw a plague doctor abomination?

[themorbidart]

I think I’ll use just a few of the inktober prompts, the ones that I want to, and then work on some personal peices, too....

Cause some of the prompts are super boring and I have no interest in them at all, such as yesterdays, which I do realize I didn’t post here.

So, I’mma work on some inktobers that aren’t on the Monstober list.

[themorbidjam]

Someone please help me figure out how to paint digitally.

I’m getting exhausted just trying and I don’t feel like my lineart is up to part anymore. I want to get better but I feel like I’m stuck digitally cause I can’t practice for more than 2 hours a day and nothing looks good anymore.

I just... I’m stuck and I can only learn so much from watching speedpaints...

[themorbidjam]

Beta Readers

Alright, i shared this on FB so I might as well share it here too. 

I’m writing a book! Yay! What does this mean? I need beta readers! 

Now, I haven’t really released a lot of art for this story... meaning none at all, but I will be as soon as I have stuff that isn’t spoilery. Cause now I’m suddenly being anal retentive about it. Anyways here’s a summary:

"In the deep southern swamp of Louisiana, a small group of college-grad friends all live together in an old, run down plantation house that needs constant fixing. As they prepare for a tropical storm, none of them are prepared for anything apart from a week without power and lots of leaky roofing issues. “When one of them is forced into going outside to check for damage, though, she encounters a visitor she's only seen in her nightmares. “And this time, it's real."

Sort of a horror sci-fi.

Requirements for beta reading:

Decent understanding of grammar and vocabulary. Must be able to articulate opinions and thoughts. No harsh criticisms, this is a first draft and being written for fun.

As for the moment, I’m still writing the second chapter, so when I have enough, probably about 5 chapters, I’ll send it to whoever volunteers.

Thanks for your time.

[themorbidjam]

The real question is:

Where do I find me a good monster boyfriend? Werewolf? Yes.  Dragon? Yes. (Few rules pertaining to these) Orc? YES. Alligator/fishman? YES.

Like someone please hit me up if you or anyone you know has come across one of these lonely creatures and point me in their direction????