#jamvega

[cableknitscotch]

I'm trying so hard not to fall into the trap of "I should of known this I wish I knew this I hate myself for not knowing myself"

I'm still need to figure out so much about myself: what I want, what will make me happy, what compromises I can stand within myself and what I can't. Honestly, I've changed so much my junior year and I can't imagine where I'll be or how I'll feel in a year.

One thing I need to learn to do is to respond to my current situation, and go from there, not look backward and sob and look forward with fear. It's vital vital that I learn this lesson right now

My friends and family are so important to this and lovely to this, but I have to learn to reflect more within myself

[cableknitscotch]

She’s wearing white linen and there’s a brown tinge around her armpits and lower back. Condensation is dripping down her glass and there’s the thumping of the fan overhead.

Outside, beyond the glowing haze of the porch, are miles and miles of grass and driveways and other porches with other quiet people, cicadas surrounding everything with a steadily rising hum.

The clip is sliding down under the weight of her thick black hair, and her husband moves it back absentmindedly. He’s wearing linen too, and they sit and stare outside of themselves and toward the pale grey sky, clouds gathering overhead. There’ll be a storm for sure.

She goes inside to refill her sweet tea and gives his head a quick kiss. Their time together is full of little movements and quiet stretches where the heat of the evening gets under their skin and weighs down their words, their ideas. She’ll come back on the porch and they’ll sit there until 11, half-reading bent paperbacks, but really just letting their hands seek out each other and their eyes to wander through the thick summer night.

[asolitaryrose]

jamvega replied to your post “how could it be anything but dragon age????? DRAGON AGEEE”

the fact that a fandom can ruin characters makes me so exquisitely sad smh ugh ugh ugh. but yEah. v good v good :3

ugh I think it's inevitable when you're as a fan of Anora as I am and people constantly puts her down to elevate Alistair. the more they do it the more I hate him even though it's not his fault?? and Gaider is the worst of them all.

[denerims-archive]

DRAGON AGE (but that's probs taken by now sooo harry potter? or got? :3)

the first character I first fell in love with: alistair (don't SAY ANYTHING I KNOW)the character I never expected to love as much as I do now: zevranthe character everyone else loves that I don’t: i like a majority of the characters.the character I love that everyone else hates: anora!the character I used to love but don’t any longer: i love pretty much all of the characters tbh.the character I would totally smooch: zevran or anorathe character I’d want to be like: anorathe character I’d slap: howea pairing that I love: anora/alistair (shimmies away)a pairing that I despise: fenris/anders  w h y

[asolitaryrose]

how could it be anything but dragon age????? DRAGON AGEEE

everything is dragon age

The first character I first fell in love with: *whispers* Alistair. And look at me now. Hahaha. I was such a goober and completely head over heels. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now: ANORA??? ANORAAAAAAHH. Anora though. Yeah gotta say Anora. The character everyone else loves that I don’t: …. Alistair. The character I love that everyone else hates: Well, no surprise here, but Anora and Loghain. Isolde too, though I wouldn’t say that I love her, I’d certainly like the fandom to stop the wank. The character I used to love but don’t any longer: ALISTAIRThe character I would totally smooch: Isabela to be quite honest. Or Morrigan before she’d fry up my arse. The character I’d want to be like: (aaah I understood the question as character I’d want to like sorry!) Anora, I think. In her determination and self-assurance, the confidence she has in her abilities and how she will not apologize for doing what she thinks must be done. I’d like to have a fraction of her confidence tbqhThe character I’d slap: Alistair Loghain jfc I love you but leave the ruling of the country to your daughter who actually knows more than a thing of two about politics while you know nothing. Also probably Anders when he either talks to Merrill or Isabela. A pairing that I love: Fenris x Isabela they’re so precious uwu A pairing that I despise: Morristair or Fenders.

[cableknitscotch]

I'm considering writing a thesis next year about Queer-Baiting in the media. That could be really cool!

Oh my lord there are so many courses and disciplines that I'm interested in

[needlesslycryptic]

/heavy breathing/ your art is always sooo beautiful i'm in awe just wowowow *o*

Hey thanks!!!!!

[bloomfish]

jamvega replied to your post “Your Anders list is pathetic. Your spelling is shit, your "logic" is completely nonexistent, and you pretty much made yourself look like a dumb cunt.”

lol

speedgriffon replied to your post “Your Anders list is pathetic. Your spelling is shit, your "logic" is completely nonexistent, and you pretty much made yourself look like a dumb cunt.”

um.

aelathehuntress replied to your post “Your Anders list is pathetic. Your spelling is shit, your "logic" is completely nonexistent, and you pretty much made yourself look like a dumb cunt.”

wow so edgy

guys how does a joke go so completely over someones head like that im just