Jan 12, 2024
curled into a ball and I can’t stop shaking
haven’t felt this brand of nauseous since august 2021
all because i saw a man’s location at a girls house
while they think nothing of me
a man I trusted
I gotta stop doing that I guess
but seriously
how do you forget
anyways
I was wondering why I’m having such a panicked visceral reaction and duh
it’s because logan traumatized me
and its happening
like exactly again
right now
and I can’t breathe right
I barely ate today
I cant even force myself to cry because I’m so shocked and dumbstruck
im fucking
just
what the fuck