January 15th, 2019 (and the previous week)
Wow, already fallen behind a week. Guess it’s harder to stay on top of things when I hit my low day’s.
Mood: This last week my mood had been rather lackluster. Depression and anxiety haven’t been terrible but I could definitely feel their presence creeping in. I did get annoyed super easy, had a bit of an attitude, and started crying at my doctor’s appointment Friday.
Overall, nothing really interesting happened. Started the Dry at River, and the guys there kept requesting me for stuff while putting the other apprentices on “cleaning” or “security” duty. Still hate it there especially with how cold it was. The cold weather made me get even more sick, to the point I stayed in the office all day Thursday because I was too dizzy to even stand. Went to the doctor Friday and was told it was just allergies. So that’s fun. Don’t believe her because there’s no way it’s allergies with how much medicine I’ve been taking. Spent the weekend feeling miserable and sleeping all day. Class yesterday went well, assignments were easy, and then I went home and immediately fell asleep for almost 15 hours. Woke up today feeling terrible still, and now debating calling out.
