#januarymidnight

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I found these in my drafts 🌸 🌸 🌸

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My makeup look last Friday.

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Portrait-testing my new camera. Pretty nice tbh.

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First selfie of 2017

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Six Selfies of 2016 // I didn’t take very many selfies this year (well, at least compared to years past). Maybe deep down I wasn’t feeling myself or the way I look lately. There are definitely things I would change. I miss my dark hair but I know it isn’t meant to be and it’s too high maintenance for a natural blonde. I feel bored with myself and bored with even my life in general. So as silly and vapid as “selfie goals” are, I’d like to set some for 2017, if I could: smile more, experiment with new makeup, and try something different with my hair maybe? Pretty simple and yet for someone with depression and anxiety, not so simple. Here’s to 2017, may it be even the slightest bit better than 2016 is and was.

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moody af. i have an important phone call i’m putting off by looking through old photos. btw don’t mind my dry ass skin. it’s not even winter yet and already with the dryness. i moisturize daily and drink lots of water but this weather got me like damn. anyways i really want to dye my hair lilac/lavender/peach/sunset colors (or at least the tips and highlights) but my roots are like four inches lmao. i bought some coconut oil so i can fix my damaged hair. i’m about to self-care tf outta myself. hopefully by spring or the end of winter, i will be a walking sunset.

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I really liked my makeup?? Before I went to work anyway. This is after quite a few hours of wear.

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feeling the color blue lately.