#janusz bodanowicz

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Underline the Blue (Nate/Janusz - Omegaverse)

Title: Underline the Blue

Pairing: Nate Prince/Janusz Bodanowicz

Notes: This is another story in the Underline the Black universe! Set prior to Underline the Black.

Summary: Nate, an omega, has been sent to Hillview by his alpha partner who doesn’t believe he’s good enough to claim or bond with, and wants him trained up at an omega rehabilitation facility to be a better partner. Nate is paired up with the alpha Janusz, who soon realises Nate has been micromanaged and ‘trained’ already to the point of having his soul shattered, and a journey of slow recovery and rehabilitation begins.

Underline the Blue - Chapter 39 - The Weight that Lifts on AO3!

In which Nate has a talk with Temsen about his future at Hillview, the alpha he will be matched with, and what is in Janusz’ best interests.

Underline the Blue (early access) - Chapter 41 - Idiots in Love @ Patreon || Ream

In which Nate thinks about his future, the kind of work he might want to do, and has a discussion with Uncle Corbyn about how to know whether or not he’s in love with Janusz.

Early access chapters are released in the Augus & Gwyn tiers and higher on both Patreon and Ream. :D

– Thanks to all the Patreon and Ream supporters for making this (and my other writing) possible!

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Daily excerpt from chapter 39 of Underline the Blue:

‘So concerned with doing the right thing, even now, hm?’ Temsen said quietly. ‘Nate, whatever happens between you and Janusz, I think you should ask him why he’s really quitting. I can’t reveal what he shares with me in our sessions, but what I can say is that… Well. Hillview is prepared to lose a certain number of alpha companions per year to the omegas they’re taking care of. It happens. It’s normal.’ Temsen reached for his coffee, took a sip, and his nose wrinkled. Maybe it went cold at some point. ‘I’ve been reluctant to read the writing on the wall,’ Temsen said. ‘Janusz has been very good for Hillview. He’s taught us a lot, especially on rapid rehabilitation techniques, which is something none of us – including him – knew he’d be skilled at.’ ‘Until he met me,’ Nate said bitterly.

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Underline the Blue (Nate/Janusz - Omegaverse)

Title: Underline the Blue

Pairing: Nate Prince/Janusz Bodanowicz

Notes: This is another story in the Underline the Black universe! Set prior to Underline the Black.

Summary: Nate, an omega, has been sent to Hillview by his alpha partner who doesn’t believe he’s good enough to claim or bond with, and wants him trained up at an omega rehabilitation facility to be a better partner. Nate is paired up with the alpha Janusz, who soon realises Nate has been micromanaged and ‘trained’ already to the point of having his soul shattered, and a journey of slow recovery and rehabilitation begins.

Underline the Blue - Chapter 38 - The Terrible Twos on AO3!

In which Nate starts expressing his anger and crosses the line towards verbal abuse and cruelty, and Janusz calls him out. As a result, Nate expresses some truths he’s been hiding from himself for a long time, and Janusz realises just how much Nate has grown since he first arrived at Hillview.

Underline the Blue (early access) - Chapter 40 - Surrender @ Patreon || Ream

In which Janusz steps up his sexual contact with Nate outside of heats, and demands something from Nate which he struggles to accept and surrender to.

Early access chapters are released in the Augus & Gwyn tiers and higher on both Patreon and Ream. :D

– Thanks to all the Patreon and Ream supporters for making this (and my other writing) possible!

[not-poignant]

Underline the Blue (Nate/Janusz - Omegaverse)

Title: Underline the Blue

Pairing: Nate Prince/Janusz Bodanowicz

Notes: This is another story in the Underline the Black universe! Set prior to Underline the Black.

Summary: Nate, an omega, has been sent to Hillview by his alpha partner who doesn’t believe he’s good enough to claim or bond with, and wants him trained up at an omega rehabilitation facility to be a better partner. Nate is paired up with the alpha Janusz, who soon realises Nate has been micromanaged and ‘trained’ already to the point of having his soul shattered, and a journey of slow recovery and rehabilitation begins.

Underline the Blue - Chapter 37 - Bad Omega on AO3!

In which Nate has a panic attack after questioning whether he’s been wrong all his life, or whether the people around him have treated him unfairly. Janusz spots the downward spiral and puts a stop to it, and Nate and Janusz have a conversation about the direction Nate’s life might be going in.

Underline the Blue (early access) - Chapter 39 - The Weight that Lifts @ Patreon || Ream

In which Nate has a talk with Temsen about his future at Hillview, the alpha he will be matched with, and what is in Janusz’ best interests.

Early access chapters are released in the Augus & Gwyn tiers and higher on both Patreon and Ream. :D

– Thanks to all the Patreon and Ream supporters for making this (and my other writing) possible!

[not-poignant]

Underline the Blue (Nate/Janusz - Omegaverse)

Title: Underline the Blue

Pairing: Nate Prince/Janusz Bodanowicz

Notes: This is another story in the Underline the Black universe! Set prior to Underline the Black.

Summary: Nate, an omega, has been sent to Hillview by his alpha partner who doesn’t believe he’s good enough to claim or bond with, and wants him trained up at an omega rehabilitation facility to be a better partner. Nate is paired up with the alpha Janusz, who soon realises Nate has been micromanaged and ‘trained’ already to the point of having his soul shattered, and a journey of slow recovery and rehabilitation begins.

Underline the Blue - Chapter 36 - Turning Points on AO3!

In which Janusz breaks Nate’s sulking streak by turning his attention to sexual matters, and after that a meaningful conversation is shared between them.

Underline the Blue (early access) - Chapter 38 - The Terrible Twos @ Patreon || Ream

In which Nate starts expressing his anger and crosses the line towards verbal abuse and cruelty, and Janusz calls him out. As a result, Nate expresses some truths he’s been hiding from himself for a long time, and Janusz realises just how much Nate has grown since he first arrived at Hillview.

Early access chapters are released in the Augus & Gwyn tiers and higher on both Patreon and Ream. :D

– Thanks to all the Patreon and Ream supporters for making this (and my other writing) possible!

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Daily excerpt from chapter 38 of Underline the Blue:

‘Omegas wanting to be with alphas are just proof biology isn’t intelligent,’ Nate said. ‘Because no one in their right mind would want to be into alphas.’ Janusz nodded slowly, and Nate looked away, his jaw working. ‘You’re not stopping me,’ Nate said. ‘Not yet,’ Janusz said. Nate’s hands clenched into fists. ‘Well, shouldn’t you? Isn’t that your job? Or are you so fucked up at your job, that you can’t even manage that? Maybe you’re too stupid to-’ ‘-Nate,’ Janusz said quietly. Nate’s mouth slammed shut, and he scowled. Janusz didn’t need to flare his nostrils to pick the uptick of fear. He waited. ‘You can be as angry with me as you want,’ Janusz said. ‘But I’m not going to tolerate you being verbally cruel to me. If you need help expressing your anger or finding an outlet, you can ask me, message Bennett, or even text your uncle. But if you have a problem with the way I do my job, or think I’m missing something, you can just tell me. I’d like to think I’ve earned that respect.’

[not-poignant]

Underline the Blue (Nate/Janusz - Omegaverse)

Title: Underline the Blue

Pairing: Nate Prince/Janusz Bodanowicz

Notes: This is another story in the Underline the Black universe! Set prior to Underline the Black.

Summary: Nate, an omega, has been sent to Hillview by his alpha partner who doesn’t believe he’s good enough to claim or bond with, and wants him trained up at an omega rehabilitation facility to be a better partner. Nate is paired up with the alpha Janusz, who soon realises Nate has been micromanaged and ‘trained’ already to the point of having his soul shattered, and a journey of slow recovery and rehabilitation begins.

Underline the Blue - Chapter 35 - Breakthrough on AO3!

In which Nate has therapy with Bennett, where they try something new. Nate, feeling confronted, lashes out, and has an unexpected breakthrough that signifies both how far he’s come, and how far he has to go.

Underline the Blue (early access) - Chapter 37 - Bad Omega @ Patreon || Ream

In which Nate has a panic attack after questioning whether he’s been wrong all his life, or whether the people around him have treated him unfairly. Janusz spots the downward spiral and puts a stop to it, and Nate and Janusz have a conversation about the direction Nate’s life might be going in.

Early access chapters are released in the Augus & Gwyn tiers and higher on both Patreon and Ream. :D

– Thanks to all the Patreon and Ream supporters for making this (and my other writing) possible!

[not-poignant]

Daily excerpt from chapter 37 of Underline the Blue:

‘Are there things that made you feel a bit disconnected from your folks sometimes?’ Janusz asked. ‘Yeah,’ Nate said. ‘They just…knew who I was supposed to be. And I didn’t feel like I was who I was supposed to be. I thought they were right to think that way, though. And then today it was just- What if they weren’t? Even if they were doing their best?’ ‘That’s just it,’ Janusz said, shrugging, reaching out and stroking his other hand through Nate’s hair. ‘That’s the struggle. Sometimes we meet malicious dickheads, and feeling hurt by their actions makes more sense. Sometimes we just need our parents, or friends, to do something different for us, and we don’t know what it is, and they don’t know any different anyway, so hurt still happens.’ Nate stared at nothing for a while, thinking that over.