I wasn’t tagged, I just saw it on my dash and wanted to do it!
1-What is your favorite Supernatural episode? I really like a vast majority of the episodes, but I’ve narrowed it down to four, In My Time of Dying, Sacrifice, Red Meat and Don’t Call Me Shirley
2-What do you dislike most about fandom? the drama and all of the people who hate on the stars and their families, like no, just stop. OH! also people who watch the show but all they do is complain how much they hate it. then don’t watch anymore?????
3-What do you love most about fandom? The people’s I’ve met!
4-Do you have any guilty pleasures you enjoy in fanfiction? I’m such an angst, dark, hurt/comfort slut. THE MORE BLOOD AND CRYING THE BETTER
5-What SPN character outside the main cast do you love the most? I really loved Charlie and Bobby.
6-If you had a chance to continue a finished storyline, which one would it be? Powers!Sam or Demon!Dean,
7-Name three story concepts that you’d like to see in a SPN episode.
BODY SWAP
Human!Impala
DID I MENTION BODY SWAP
8-What are your favorite lines on the show?
"You gotta make it stone number one and build on it”
“You know me, you know why, and I’m not leaving my brother out there alone”
“There ain’t no me if there ain’t no you”
“Family don’t end with blood”
there are so many more.
9-Is there a fanfic you hold dear? oh fuck.... well one that I catch my self reading over and over again is Hozho by LadyVic. it’s so in character and the story is so gripping. It reads like if an episode were translated into story form. Another good one is a weechester fic called The Art of Balance by SciFiNutTX
10-SPN uses a lot of songs to set the mood of a scene. What song scene do you like the best? I loved Behind Blue Eyes, Can’t Find My Way Home and Solitude in the most recent season.
11- What song would you like to see on Supernatural? Anything Led Zep. I know it’s super expensive, but like it’s Dean’s fav band...... do it!
Tagging @jared-padababe, @deanbowlegsackles and anyone else who wants to do it!
My favorite thing about Jared is his smile/laugh:) It's what's drew me to him in the first place and I'm pretty sure his smile can actually light up a room.
It can. There’s honestly nothing better than seeing him flash a genuine, full smile - or even laugh. And the best thing is, he does both all the time. He’s so ready to be happy about the smallest things and it’s precious.
jared-padababe replied to your post:I’m still lowkey offended and highkey shocked that...
Honestly I understand this so so much. I’ve gone to a couple cons, and I always get extra Jared photo ops (for all of the reasons above, he’s my favorite person ever he’s just so warm and welcoming and wonderful) and my mom always makes a big deal about it because he’s ~famous~ and that I must admire him because he’s so handsome, basically all the superficial reasons that are way way way down on the list of why Jared is my favorite. But yeah that was the long of me saying I totally get you
It’s so ????
Like, the only time Jared’s face is a priority to me is when I’m drawing him. It’s very nice that he’s literally the most beautiful person to ever walk the surface of the earth and that really inspires me, but I don’t really give a fuck for the main part. He’d still be the most extraordinary person I’ve ever met without that. And a big part of why I find him so insanely aesthetically pleasing is because of how expressive and honest his face is. Like, I can’t separate my love for the person he is and the role he portrays from his features. Trying to explain why he is so beautiful literally boils down to non-physical things like how honest he is and how it’s easy to read him, how expressive his eyes are, and, literally, one of my favourite parts about Jared and Sam both are the way he can make his entire body reflect so many emotions.
It’s stupid, ugh. Take this guy away from me. But not too far. Just. Far enough so that I can get some peace of mind. Place him somewhere nice and safe and make him happy and that’s. Good.
Anyway, like. Yeah. I’ll never forget uploading my first and most important photo op with Jared on Facebook and my relatives going “who’s that handsome man you painted next to you?”
Like firstly, I’ll never stop laughing about how they think I need to photoshop myself beautiful men, because I can’t get them close to me in real life. Like apparently the idea of me being touched by a physically attractive person was so outlandish to my family that they immediately jumped to the conclusion that it was a drawing or a photo manipulation.
Guys, I literally paid this poor fucker to hug me. Even disgusting people can get some love if they pay for it. But I understand - I’m not only a disgusting person, I’m also a disgusting poor person, so obviously I’d need to resort to publicly living out my fantasies by uploading photomanipulations of people hugging me since I can’t even afford the real deal.
Literally just fucking ew. Anyway, yeah, it just seems that the concept of actually loving someone for who they are flies out the fucking window the moment that person has had their face on TV. I could write another 2 000 words about how strange that is to me, given that I stopped watching TV when I was 10 and carried happily on until a decade later I stumbled across SPN. I don’t care if your fucking face is on TV. I’m an actor too. I’ve been on stage, I’ve had hundreds of people watch me do my job. That didn’t make me a superior species. I respect actors because acting is something I’m invested in and love myself, but I feel like this is just a common interest between me and these other people. It’s like - if you were a scientist, you’d probably have scientists you looked up to and squeed about too, but they wouldn’t be these huge stars by any means, just people who you respect and admire for the work they do and the values they represent. It’s just. I don’t see this as any different. And I don’t see such a huge gap between myself and, say, J2. There are big differences, like that they are older and much more experienced than I am, they have very tasking and complicated careers which I wouldn’t be able to relate to even if I tried, they’re both fathers and husbands, and I respect them intensely for these things. They’re all things that make me admire them. But it’s not different admiration than what I would have towards other people. They’re not on a different level of existence from me. Like socially and economically we’re in two so different categories, but they’ve both pretty much expressed they don’t give a fuck about that, and that they’re open to have this relationship with us, and through that, with me. And I’m very much open to having this relationship with them, as well as with other fans, with whom I can connect through their work and our love for them. It’s a complex thing but I don’t feel like it’s that different to anything else, or that J2 or Misha or anybody fucking else is anything other than a human being just like the rest of us.
Like, I always feel really - I try to connect with it but I don’t understand how some fans freak out at conventions. The whole screaming and fanning self thing and being really hyperexcited and/or hyperterrified of talking to these people is such a strange thing for me. I have anxiety and I know that talking to people can be difficult, and it is difficult for me too, I get nervous a lot about it. But it’s not different with the cast than it is with anyone else. What makes me nervous about, say, meeting Jared each time is that I only have this one chance to get it right and there’s so little time so I have to really amp myself up so that I can communicate what I want to, without having any idea how that exchange will ultimately go. That’s really scary. But not because Jared’s famous; it’s just because social situations and communicating a lot of really important things in less than 20 seconds is really fucking challenging. I’m like a really overexcited puppy about most of it, and I keep trying to get my ass into situations where I can connect with these people, because they’re super fucking interesting to me. They know so much about things that interest me and their jobs and their lives interest me because I have that respect for them and what they do. But it’s not on that scream/squeal level. Like it’s just, um. I try really hard to relate to the people who experience this really big nervous thing because they’re in presence of celebrities, but it’s such a strange concept to me that I ultimately just only ever relate to the nervousness part of it. I’ve talked to a lot of really nervous fans at the conventions and I’m always such a shitty person to offer consolation and reassurance to them when they’re freaking out because I don’t really get what the big deal is, lmao. I can’t really connect with it.
Like they’re just... people. Behind desks. With dry mouths and jet lag. It’s. It’s gonna be alright, honestly. They’re there to have a good time with us, too.
I need to stop rambling and go buy some milk, oh my god.
jared-padababe replied to your post:No but why would anyone blame Sam for freeing...
YES THANK YOU. I HAVE BEEN SO ANGRY ABOUT THIS!! Sam literally refused to let Lucifer out, even in it meant he was to be tortured again. And since Chuck is God, he should fucking know that!!! I’m so pissed about it
Just. That’s Buckleming for you. :) Thanks for yet more bullshit, guys.
For your playlist, I would suggest the artist Dorothy. She only has about 6 songs out but they are all fantastic- kind of rock out angry, but really makes you feel badass. My favorite is Raise Hell
Thanks hon!
never stop suggesting me songs that fit this description
