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~ really like your blog!
awww thank you new mutual :)
Once you get this you have to say 5 things you like about yourself publicly then send it to your 10 Favorite followers (non-negotiable) (positivity is cool)
Okay, here I go:1) I like my tattoos even though I only have two and want way more. 2) I like my eyes.3) My body (on most days)4) My butt (once again on most days lol)5) And my piercing even though it’s taken an eternity to heal.I totally made this about physical qualities and not mental/emotional things oops lol
Random thoughts: It annoys me so much when I see couples fighting because they caught their partner checking out another person, or they heard their partner say that someone's hot. Like?? I could never be with anyone who got mad at dumb shit like that. After not seeing Kyle all day, literally the first 25 minutes of our conversation is us going into in-depth detail of all the hot people we've seen that day. You think someone's hot? Show me so we can check them out together! That's A+ bonding right there, my friend.
Bored. At the apartment all by myself. Still over two hours before I have to pick kylethomasj up from work. What do I doooOoOoooOooOOOoooo
name: Jared nicknames: Jay birthday: July 29 1994 sexual orientation: Gay favorite color: Teal time and date at the current moment: 1:05am 1/23/15 average hours of sleep: 7-8 on nights I work and 12-13 other nights lucky number: ~~~ idk~~~ last thing I googled: Definitely NOT porn......... first word that comes to mind: Meow one place that makes me happy: Coffee houses how many blankets do i sleep under: One blanket & one sheet favorite fictional character: Bellatrix Lestrange, Tris from Divergent, or Monica from Friends favorite book: Besides Harry Potter, The Shining animation: Avatar the Last Airbender tv show: Friends favorite beverage: Cherry coke favorite food: Hot wings & fried pickles last movie i saw in theaters: Horrible Bosses 2 dream vacation: Hmm. I just wanna go anywhere & everywhere dream wedding: Something small, simple, and cute dream job: I guess doing hair in a super nice, expensive salon. Or maybe doing hair for movies & tv shows
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it's so hard being an awkward introverted shy hairdresser...
FYI this post is going to be all over the place because that’s how my mind is right now.
I feel like I used to be more fun and outgoing, but whenever I moved from my hometown I just kind of got put into a little box by myself. I was out of my comfort zone. Instead of trying meet new people and try new things I just kinda kept to myself. I didn’t really make any friends while I was in cosmetology school. Like I had friends that I would talk to during school, but now that I’m out of school we don’t really talk or hang out… so I don’t really have a social life. Now whenever I’m in social situations I’m just kind of stand-offish and awkward and it’s hard to open up and be myself. Am I just introverted now? Maybe I’ve always been introverted, it’s just I got comfortable around my old friends and I could just be completely open and myself around them.
Now more about my job. Okay. I’m an apprentice hairdresser at a salon here in Lexington. I love my job. I love the people, I really do. I love the owner and her style of management. I love the clients. I just don’t really click with the people I work with and we have nothing in common. I feel bad for planning on moving to Louisville and leaving my job behind because I really do like everyone there. I just don’t think that I fit in.
Whenever I’m at work, all of the other hairstylists are all crazy and make people laugh and my boss keeps telling me to show more personality… but I feel like I am. At least I feel like I’m being myself when I’m at work with the people I work with. Most of my coworkers are a lot older than me, and there’s one that’s my age but we don’t really have anything in common. I think different people bring out different parts of your personality and I just don’t feel like I ‘click’ with my co-workers to be that way. Does that make sense? Like I’ve had friends in the past that I can be a complete idiot around and some friends that I mainly talk to about serious stuff. I’m being myself all the time, it’s just that each person brings out a different part of me. I don’t know.
I guess I feel weird because I don’t really have any friends that I hang out with regularly, which is new for me. My whole life I’ve always had friends that I would see everyday and talk to constantly, and I just don’t have that anymore. Sure, I have friends, but none that I see / talk to everyday. It’s just weird. Now that me and my boyfriend are thinking about moving to Louisville, hopefully I can start to have more of a social life again and find a salon that I really like.
And if anyone was wondering… we’re wanting to move to Louisville for a lot of reasons. We actually wanted to move there instead of Lexington in the first place. Louisville has more stuff to do, it’s about an hour and 45 minutes closer to our hometown, apartments are cheaper, Kyle has family there, we know more people in Louisville, and I think I would have an easier time building up a clientele in Louisville. And now me and Kyle are both out of school so nothing is holding us back from moving. We just have to find jobs and an apartment and hopefully we can move sometime in March or April. I guess the next couple of months will be stressful but hopefully everything works out.
Also, I don’t really expect anyone to read all of this… but thanks if you did. I told you this post would be all over the place.
ended up having a pretty nice new years. tried indian food for the first time, went to this bar i've been wanting to go to, then ended the night playing a high school musical drinking game and watching neighbors. can't complain.