#jay interacts

[darianjay]

Thought I’d post this cause I fixed a few spots I wasn’t happy with and reuploaded it to my fancontent/shitposting channel, but here’s my first fanvideo again at it’s permanent video residence. This is mostly because the channel I originally posted it on is gonna soon be used for some different content. It’s still viewable there, but theres an annotation at the start to the updated version.

There aren’t that many differences, but enough that I feel happier with this version. Hoping to do some more videos soon enough! Thank you guys for the support, and I hope I can continue to post content you can enjoy.

[darianjay]

On another X-Men post... not ONLY did I get my hands on a copy of the Rogue and Gambit variant cover of X-Men Gold #30... I also bought it it’s own case so I can forever treasure the moment I’ve been waiting for for all these years... like I’m not even reading X-Men Gold, I just NEEDED this in my life because I would NOT stop talking about it all weekend when I was at a con. 

It’s so.... beautiful........... I look at it and keep getting more and more excited for the release of Rogue and Gambit collection as well as Mr and Mrs X... 

It is now my absolute most cherished item I’ve ever owned.

[darianjay]

"really, self mutilation, thats the only thing you've picked up on?" 

oh Lee, how I missed your snarky ass

[darianjay]

The feelings I get rewatching EverymanHYBRID every time I do is a nostalgia for something I didn't experience, but can always feel through the interactions I see on my screen. It's tangible, almost as if I could pull it out and show others it to examine by hand. Let it run in-between their fingers the way it still runs through my mind. The chronicles of these three friends, those they've lost, and what they hope to not become continue to put me in awe of what storytelling can be. What storytelling should strive to be. I get nostalgic for memories that are not my own. It's a strange feeling, but it's the reason I keep coming back to this series. There are few things that have emotionally touched me so deeply or left me with such strong emotional conviction for the story being told. I hope that some day soon I can explain what they mean to me in easier words and with more meaning. EverymanHYBRID and the crew have done so much for me, and I don't think I could ever repay that.

[darianjay]

Deadlift is finally off hiatus, since I have access to the video files again. I don’t think I ever posted about the situation on Tumblr, but essentially I’ve been very busy since AAC and my computer broke the week before. This was mid-October, and I was gearing up for a pretty big release on the 13th. 

I’m sad we missed out on a whole half a month of spooky shenanigans, but it means a lot to get back on the horn. And I think you guys might like what comes from it. Let me know what you think. As always, it means so much to me to have your support. 

[darianjay]

I saw your mlanderson0 drawings which are amazing, you should try sketching habit

what do you mean this isn’t what happened in A Summoning ?

okay but seriously thank you dude. i’ve been having a hard time like ? doing the art thing, so enjoy this shitty doodle that made me giggle a little while doing.

[darianjay]

If vore day happens on a Monday it's now a nomday.

why was I cursed like this… I though having interactive followers would be a good thing, but here I am.

[darianjay]

Honesty Hour, GO !

So I just wanna say how greatful I am to all the people who have been super supportive these past few months. I’ve kinda been suffering from really bad anxiety and depression, and it’s been a remission I never expected to be so bad. Even so I’ve kinda forced myself to be productive and work on writing what’s important to me.

It means so much to have people involved in my work, in the work my friends do, and have the compassion to understand our shortcomings. I really want to continue to create and be creative again (especially since a lot of my remission in mental health has caused a two year long art block I had no intention of overcoming), and the love you’ve expressed means so much.