#jay talk's

[we-with-the-lgbtqfanfiction]

I'm really excited to see the freak circus members monster forms at some point. Really hoping that we get to chose mc's reaction to it. As a monster fucker I don’t align myself with a scared/distant mc.

Personally, I want to fuck them either way. Big monster boy who submit to me/mc is so hot. I need them crying in pleasure in their monster form. 🥵

[we-with-the-wings-of-freedom]

Look! I've got it!!! 🥺😭 So emotional right now! I have so much love in me right now! I love and adore you all! You're all so important to me! Thank you all for your love, support and friendship❣️❣️❣️

[we-with-the-lgbtqfanfiction]

@starboy-writing rebloged one of my fics!!! 🥰😊 Ah, I'm so happy. ♪ ＼(^o^)／

[we-with-the-lgbtqfanfiction]

Writing list:

Dom!Damien Lavey x sub!fem!reader [smut/lemon] Request by eyeliveinabook (Done)

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pro hero tamaki x male reader [lemon]

Request by midnightgal18 (Done)

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Bottom!Oikawa Toru x trans!male!top!reader request by anon (Done)

[we-with-the-lgbtqfanfiction]

I was so much more insecure in my writing before then now. So afraid of disappointing you guys, it made it hard to write to want to write. I'm getting better, tho. I want to have fun writing, and I want to interact with all of you more! Thank you for listening to my rambling!

[we-with-the-wings-of-freedom]

Exciting news.

My sister is going to drive me to the pharmacy soon! I'm going to have my T (testosterone gel!) I'm so happy and anxious. But no matter how ecstatic I am. I feel so guilty. Like I don't deserve to be this happy. I feel like I'm being selfish for wanting to be me. But I know I deserve to be happy, to be myself. But even tho I know that I don't feel like I deserve this. Don't worry tho my excitement is stronger then any other emotion!

[we-with-the-wings-of-freedom]

I҉̶̜̠̲́ ̴̠̺̳͓̠̖̀͛̊̓̃r҉̴̦͎̮͍̇͆̊e҉̴̨̻̭̺͓͈̀̀̽̊m҉̷͇̇i҉̵̙̎͆n҉̵̡͕̀͋̋͊̈́͜d҉̷͍̪̯̘̹̀́͑ ̴͎͇͖̓͒͊̕ͅm҉̸̦̲͕̞̇͂̓̃͝͠y҉̸̪͈̪͔͋s҉̶̠̹̥͛̊͑e҉̷̢͓̱͐̽̐̄l҉̴̺͇̞̥̿͂̈́̉f҉̵̫̺̥͎̬͊ ̶̱͕̝̏̈͊͒͐e҉̸̨͈̞̫͍̍͒̇̇͌̆͜v҉̸͇̼̆̍e҉̶̣͙͚͇̎͒̀̑͜r҉̵͍̲͌̅̾̈́̋y҉̴̨̹͚̟̙̗̈́d҉̵͓̥̥͈̦̕a҉̶̬͎̋͛̿̑͑͘y҉̷̨̻̤̙͚̝̉̀̏̈͂ ̶̡̜̯̑̂̓I҉̴̢͇̥͒̑̐̾̄'̸̹͐̈́̈́̔͠m҉̸̦̺̆͛̽̕͜͝ ̶͇̖͉͔̲͚͌n҉̵̼̣̲̓̍̑̍͠o҉̶̗̲̩̼̮̓̈́̍͑̌t҉̴̥̎̋̀ ̴̣̯̲̖͔̝͋e҉̴̰̲͉͎͊̎͑̌̓̆n҉̶̝͎̯̑̂̈́͂͘o҉̴͇͈͖̖͈͆̆̾̀̽ͅu҉̷̲͇̩̈́͑g҉̴͉̬͒́͛̊̑̚h҉̴͍͔̘͉̽̂̓ ̸̧̢̛̰̞̰͊͑́̕n҉̸͔́͌̑̈́̂͘o҉̵̜̗̫̻̼̊̈́̔ ̸̲͋̆͌͠͝m҉̸̯͒͑̐̔̕a҉̵̰͖͎̂͗̇̏̀͘t҉̷̥̭̲̦̯̃͊̇͊̒͑t҉̵̛̻̟̳͈̣̓̾͊̍͘e҉̸̼̣̩̿́́̒̚r҉̸͙̤̈́̍͌̕͘ ̴̨͈̼̠̝̪̓̍h҉̶̳͎͌̈̽͐͒̽o҉̵̦̞̹͖̀̑̌̈́̇̔ͅw҉̸̲̫̙͋ ̴͖̤̼͇̼̀̇́m҉̵̦͙͔̈̀́u҉̷̟͚̼̖͓̀̏c҉̶͚̋̽̅̈́͝h҉̵͖̤̄́̾͗̚ ̶͔̹̘͂ͅI҉̶͙̽͌̕ ̴̗͍̝̫̤́̚t҉̴̣̞̻̗́̏̓͗́͘r҉̷̳͙̟̗̀̎̏̄̈́͜͠ͅy҉̴̯͓̏.̵̻̖̟̥̽̂̊.̸̡̡̰̜̳͎̿͠.̸̤̺̿̄̐̽͘

[we-with-the-wings-of-freedom]

Me: think about all the signs that I'm trans but didn't know til later in life.

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Me: Not noticing that whenever I played house with kids in my class when I was younger I wanted to play the brother. Everytime I said that, my guy friend said no I'll be the brother you can be the sister. It always made me sad but I didn't understand why until I was older.

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Me: when strangers call me "sir" feeling warm and happy inside.

Once they see my face oh sorry ma'am. There's a pit in my stomach and a looming sadness bubbling up inside me. I wonder why?

Me new: you're trans, idiot!