#jay talks

[nakylvr]

MEIZINI MEIFIZINI

[i-know-how-my-story-ends]

Tagged by @bloodiedpunk to share some non-selfie photos from the past few months! Thank you, this was fun :) most of them were of Powder lol

Tagging @theunicorncomic-blog @stoplookingupforheaven and @heteroeroticsubtext

[crystalline-clangen]

ok i gotta complain rq

I mentioned that i’m never gonna date anyone (im aroace) and my parents were like “you can’t say absolutes like that at your age like you never know!” and i asked whether they’d say the same thing if i was lesbian and said “i’m never going to date a man” and my dad couldn’t answer and my mom said “that’s not the same thing”

[nakylvr]

I GOT THE JOBBBBB

[crystalline-clangen]

i love making stupid stuff for my roleplay group

[queerasbuck]

birthday fag 🚬 🎂

[ne0nwithazero]

Vent CW Suicide mention

Never come out to your parents Worst mistake of my life

Plus learning just how many family members turned cold to me and never tried talking to me since, and I come to learn that everyone fucking despises me because they just see me as nothing but my gender and brainwashed leftist

It's all they ever talk about

There is never any normal conversation, it either me being actively ignored, or the conversation is about how much of a confused piece of shit I am

I beg for help, I beg for help getting some fucking direction in my life because I spent the entirety of my teens and early 20s just constantly postponing when I'd finally kill myself so I could never form any proper goal because I was going to kill myself anyway so what's even the point

Nowadays I've told myself I'd try to stay alive at least until I turn 30

But every month that goes by, I just want to fucking die rather than live in this constant state of being both scolded constantly while I'm constantly getting sabotaged by them like I'm not a fucking adult with thoughts of their own. At this point I'm doubting I'll even make it through 2026

They're acting like this is new but I've been begging for help since my teens and they was no action from them ever.

I feel so stuck here, I just want to leave and go no contact with everyone

Stupid bullshit with my job that for once was not my fucking fault Endless fucking cycle of job searching Having to pretend I'm happy and everything is okay because for some reason I have people who look up to me even though I'm the most dead weight excuse for a Human Breaking down during dinner and I just having one of my relatives just straight up ignoring me completely because they know that I know that they fucking despise me

I'm so exhausted

[nakylvr]

this is symbolism to my meizini pegging fic coming soon