Jeremy’s feelings for Ayo- 2 of wands, the emperor, the queen of wands, five of wands, page of pentacles, ace of cups, and six of swords.
Queen of Wands and Ace of Cups is the romantic and physical pull. He sees her as confident, magnetic, and inspiring. A strong Emotional opening is present this isn’t just lust. There’s a desire to take initiative/control.
Emperor and 2 of Wands says he is planning, thinking long-term, and wanting to lead. He may be imagining a future or trying to decide how to move forward which speaks to the fantasy card I pulled in part 1.
He may feel some Inner tension or insecurity about her. 5 of Wands shows there’s an internal conflict, competition, or fear of not measuring up. Page of Pentacles show wanting to prove himself, show effort, and to build something real.
This is the transitional , forward movement energy. 6 of Swords shows him wanting to move toward something calmer/better with her and could also suggest leaving past baggage behind
To sum things up. He still feels a strong attraction to her. He is genuinely open emotionally. He wants to grow and build something. He feels insecure and conflicted internally because of the stop and go.
Ayo’s feelings: Queen of pentacles, eight of pentacles, three of wands, 4 of pentacles, eight of wands, queen of swords, the chariot, and knight of cups- Ayo, as usual is grounded, romantic, and cautious in her feelings.
Ayo has feels, but is measuring carefully.
She has grounded interest with the queen of pentacles she sees stability and potential. She is evaluating him as a potential partner, which is a pretty huge step for her. Very interesting I’m honestly shocked.
She is willing to invest with the 8 of Pentacles , it shows effort, patience, and building….building what? She is not quite sure yet. 3 of Wands shows she is seeing potential/future possibilities.hmmmmm
She still has a Guarded heart with the 4 of Pentacles and Queen of Swords. This shows protection and discernment. She’s not naïve and she’s watching, thinking and analyzing, but there IS romantic momentum. 8 of Wands and Knight of Cups plus Chariot (major card) shows movement, emotional pull, and strong attraction
Ayo’s Feelings are developing and moving forward. She’s Interested and invested. Practical about the situation. Emotionally cautious/guarded. She still feels romance and attraction. Wants progress but needs safety
The dynamic between them. This is actually a very balanced emotional exchange.
He is more emotionally open and desirous which, duh. He wants connection. Feels inspired by her. is thinking about future movement
Ayo is more measured and evaluative. She’s Interested, but not rushing. She is protecting herself while still allowing feelings.
There still is a mutual attraction. Mutual potential, but uneven pacing. Jeremy is still emotionally activated than she is right now which hasn’t changed, but the output of energy between them have completely matured for growth. It is really good how much they’ve matured.
Jeremy’s desire is less wild and more controlled. Though he has queen of wands, he also has the ace of cups and the emperor. The emperor is the major card here which states he wants to CLAIM her, but is being cool about it now.
Ayo has romantic energy for him with the knight of cups, but she’s just filtering it through logic and stability first.
He feels pulled and inspired. She feels interested but cautious. Both see potential. Both are thinking about the future. Emotional movement is happening
Now let’s explore something I sense and noticed with one particular card…the five of wands. This energy feels like Jeremy is feeling Slightly competitive. Like he needs to prove himself. A bit unsure how to approach.
This makes me think of her relationship…maybe relationship? Or a general competing with other potential suitors. I saw this because I’m not sure if ayo is still together with j2 as I haven’t been paying attention and didn’t explore any updates with that relationship yet.
Jeremy also feels like he’s not sure where he stands and is feeling a tension of “Do I step forward or hold back?” the five of wands tells the most important piece of it because when you look at the other cards:
2 of Wands shows he’s watching, waiting, considering his move. Emperor shows he’s wanting to take control or claim his place. Page of Pentacles shows he’s trying to approach in a careful, respectful way. Ace of Cups shows his real emotional interest. 6 of Swords shows he’s wanting things to move into calmer, clearer territory. He wants to offer her something genuine, but is aware the situation might be complicated. Which is huge for him because in the beginning he didn’t give a fuck. He just wanted her, complications be damned…
so Ayo is protective, but she has very strong forward movement and romantic cards. Eight of wands, knight of cups, and chariot. She feels it. Oh yes, she does. Is open…she has now admitted this to herself and accepted it. But is carefuly managing her situation.
So let’s talk about how things are on set: I pulled : 2 of cups, the moon, six of swords, and the lovers
2 of Cups and Lovers together in a “while working” context shows that the connection is forming through interaction and shared space. Those are two of the most relationship-centered cards in the deck. It’s all about Emotional bonding through regular contact. Mutual awareness. A sense of “we connect when we’re together” It’s why ya’ll feel the aura pouring off of them so much when they’re together. Looking deeper…
The Moon shows they have Feelings that are not being openly expressed. Private emotional reactions. Picking up on each other intuitively. Possibly confusion, mixed signals, or uncertainty
The emotional energy is present but under the surface while they’re working. It’s felt more than it’s said.
The Six of Swords shows Emotional distance in behavior. They’re Keeping things calm/professional. Trying to move away from emotional tension. Mentally managing the situation This can show them actively trying to keep things composed while at work, even if the emotional current is there.
2 of Cups and Mutual emotional recognition while interacting. Lovers show Real attraction/choice energy developing Moon and Hidden, unspoken feelings (they’re keeping it cute and chill.)
Six of Swords shows an Attempt to keep things smooth and controlled. So the feelings likely intensify during interaction, but they may both: Act normal, Stay professional and Not directly acknowledge it. So they may have. Long eye contact moments, emotional awareness when near each other, and a sense of connection that’s not openly discussed.
their feelings grow through proximity, but are managed quietly. they are both aware of it,but it’s being kept contained
The Moon especially emphasizes that what’s felt is stronger than what’s shown.
So this made me explore…have they discussed their feelings with each other…I am revisiting this because I talked about this in the beginning…the separation…ayo needing space etc. The question I asked was if they discussed their feelings with each other in the past and currently: I pulled… 10 of wands, the devil, the moon, six of swords. Yes. This goes back to backrub gate and like I said around that time it was MESSY and now things are calm.
There was Pressure. Intensity. Hidden or complicated feelings. Then a shift toward calmer understanding
10 of Wands showed Emotional burden. Stress. Feeling overwhelmed. Something that had been building up. This can indicate that whatever was said wasn’t light . it had weight behind it. One or both may have been carrying these feelings for a while before anything was spoken. I sense it was obviously Jeremy.
The Devil showed. Strong attraction. Intensity. Compulsion. Crossing a line emotionally.A sense of “this is complicated” especially if there are work dynamics or existing relationships
This card especially supports the idea that when it came out, it may have come out with force or urgency. So like I said before Jeremy came on strong at firs. the Devil can show someone being very pulled and not holding back as much as they intended.
The Moon shows emotional confusion. Mixed signals. Things said indirectly
Vulnerability and uncertainty. the conversation was not clean or straightforward. It may have stirred feelings, fears, or uncertainty , especially on her side.
6 of Swords shows Moving toward calmer waters. Things have De-escalated. There is Understanding and growth. An Agreement to keep things peaceful Afte the period of separation, they talked and now things have become calm. They know what’s there and they’re handling it carefully. They are now keeping things steady. Which is what needs to happen.
It was an intense moment and something heavy was recognized. Now they’re handling this calmly because they’ve both grown.
Now I went back into the archive of readings in which I discussed backrub gate. I said…something physical happened…a kiss and the back rubbing…I asked the same question once more and pulled queen of cups, ace of wands in reverse, queen of pentacles, the high priestess, and knight of wands.in reverse
These cards are about contained intimacy.
Queen of Cups and Queen of Pentacles shows Emotional closeness and comfort. A nurturing, soft, safe energy between them. This is the moment where feelings were very present and tender. that alone can point to a moment where the emotional barrier lowered. There was flirting. There was back rubbing. Mhmm.
Then we have: Ace of Wands (reversed) and Knight of Wands (reversed) there was Desire present, but checked. There was Impulse… then hesitation. There was A spark that doesn’t fully act out or stops short. Sexual/physical energy that was interrupted.
They wanted to act but not fully doing it. Starting to move physically, then stopping. Tension that doesn’t fully discharge.
So then we have the: High Priestess which shows Secrecy. A Private knowing . Something unspoken that both people are aware of. They both know what happened / almost happened. whatever occurred is being kept between them. It also strongly suggests that the truth of the situation is not outwardly visible. It was not discussed. It’s held ina quiet, mutual awareness.
Listen…what I sense…is…something preceded backrub gate. He wouldn’t feel comfortable rubbing her back that way and putting his arm behind her chair without something preceding it. He was comforting her about something and she liked his attention. Now just imagine if they were never recorded…where would they be?
I get people were excited at the idea of the two of them, but that moment was supposed to be exposed because getting together at that time would have been a disaster for both of them.
Jeremy needed to mature when it came to his heart. He was messy lol. He didn’t give a fuck about complication or how something would look and he was about his loins and his heart first instead of his brain. Going with his impulses and desires without thinking through.
Ayo needed time to come into her own. Get fully comfortable into her skin.
So, it’s better this way. They have both grown in different ways. They’re the same, at their core, but they’ve changed so much. Energetically this dynamic is completely different. In the past it was a heavy mess and intense. I’d say for a year and a few months things have been settled.
Why am I revisiting this? Because I think it’s important to see how the energy has shifted between the two of them over time. I think some of ya’ll who read my readings lose sight of what is going on at the core of this dynamic. They have always had a deep significant connection since knowing each other and growing close. They love each other.
It doesn’t matter if she’s in a relationship. It doesn’t matter if he dates other people because they both have separate lives to live and journeys to go on. Also, lessons to learn. But it doesn’t change what they have going on in their dynamic. It doesn’t affect the potential of what will happen in the future.
You can be in a relationship and have feelings for another person at the same time. You can have a strong intimate draw to another person. You can think about the potential of being with that other person. I’m not talking about what’s morally right or wrong, I am talking about human feelings. So, some of you will have to open your mind to the possibility that there can be multiple wheels of fate turning at one time. Multiple situations happening at the same time.
I don’t know if Ayo is still in a relationship. I didn’t look but she still gives me single vibes or I could just be seeing the future in her energy that happens often. I also sense they may have an open relationship (her and j2), but I’m not 100 percent sure. I didn’t explore that and am not sure I will. Anyway, this was a lot. I’ll do a part 3 for the potential future of A and Jaw. See ya'll in a few hours
