Mar 24, 2017
Hey nice weather, missed you #jayoung2017 #sorryfordaselfie
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Hey nice weather, missed you #jayoung2017 #sorryfordaselfie
Took this moon image before I started dying. #jayoung2017 (at Palm Beach Shores, West Palm Beach, Florida)
Happy pals. #jayoung2017 #apaigephotography
Hung out with some cool beings today #jayoung2017 (at Barn Sanctuary)
I sang to anyone who let me on this night. Today I’ve been deep thinking a lot. I’m going out of state in five days, and I will be in bikini wearing weather. For the most part I am over a lot of body issues, but certain days I get extremely frustrated. My diet is pretty clean, if I drink it’s red wine and i don’t do it as much as I used to. I go to the gym six times a week and I know that if someone else adopted my diet they’d be skinnier than I could get (bc I don’t digest fat.. just hold on to it, it’s a real problem). But here’s the thing; those people who you see on Instagram, with the perfect bodies (male or female) at the Gym, posting their booty work outs or “man gains,” may have great genetics. Or maybe they don’t participate in drinking or eating socially. I try to keep sugary desserts off my plate, but I also love baking. I love blasting music in my kitchen and baking food. I love creating recipes and unique vegan dishes that I can give to people and freak them out when they know I made it. I love wine. Not in a “I wanna get drunk” way, but in a “I really love savoring every moment and talking to who is around me “ kind of way. My body is difficult to me. I know I can lift more weights than I ever have, I know I’m strong, I know to be 135 lbs I can only eat vegetables and that’s it. But I guess, I’m accepting that’s not worth it to me. At some point you have to access what you love, how much it’s worth to care about your tummy pudge, and how much light you want to shine on others with your happiness. I want to change the world and brighten others day, and I don’t have to do that with a perfect body. #jayoung2017 #lotsofphotos #selfacceptance #imsorryiwentonthere #longpostbcimgonnagrabadrink
Not doing a thing for Christmas but meeting this beautiful person down in Florida on the 30th! #jayoung2017 #latergram
Did a thing. Thanks to @rachel_anythinghair @launchsalon . @nicole_flier wouldn’t let me do what I wanted to this time (typically I don’t have a say any ways), but Rach did so good. Love it. #jayoung2017 (at Launch Salon)
InstaLOSS is finally done. Phew. #jayoung2017 #gradlyfe #bodyimage #artist #art #fineart (at Kendall College of Art and Design of Ferris State University)