#jayy alvarez

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“I have nothing left to lose ”

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The cause and effect of my own invention

Imagine it from my perception

Seeking for a line I can cling to and ride.

Hold me down through the sands of time.

That’s life great turns without resign

There are no retry’s

Have no regrets.

Make your own life.

And let the butterfly effect.

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July 2019

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I started experiencing an extrasensory perception they call clairaudience. It was so intense and unexplainable that I couldn’t even read any text or literature without hearing it repeated by another voice. At times it was more than just one.

As a child I’ve always talked to myself or asked my self questions with almost always being able to decipher or find a solution or problem.

In my troublesome times as a child I experienced several traumatizing events that never occurred to me at the time to key moment. At times I’d sit and think things over as kid but didn’t understand why things were distressing and confusing. My little brain couldn’t wrap my head around it so I’d weep and cry to myself until I would feel better.

I always believed it was a guardian angel or something of that nature soothing my soul. I’d all of a sudden hear the ringing in my ears and even chills down my neck and almost immediately I would feel a sweep of calmness come over me. My tears would stop but never my little nose.