#jayy speaks

[jayykesley]

okay so tumblr mobile went from always opening on my messages and clearing the notifications to just not even trying to let me know i have new messages

[jayykesley]

my deepest most evil desire is that sometimes i wish i could keep a library’s copy of a book and send back a copy I bought online specifically to guarantee i can own one with a pretty cover, especially for books that later became movies and now are exclusively sold with the ugly movie covers

[jayykesley]

"It's really hard but I wouldn't change a thing" I would.

"I'd do it all over again if I had to" I wouldn't, I would warn my past self not to do it.

[jayykesley]

choose an appliance to put The Character in

air fryer

toaster

blender

microwave

dishwasher

fridge

washing machine

dryer

Voting ended onJun 23

[jayykesley]

i’m NOT shaving my head again, i’m NOT, my hair finally looks decent im not cutting it all off again

[jayykesley]

realizing arfid is so hard because it’s constant and really doesn’t ever get better. your palate might expand but those new foods never become safe foods, eating them is always based on several other factors like how is it cooked, what other foods are you eating it with (if they’re safe foods, are they still safe?), how hungry are you (too hungry or not hungry enough?), has the company changed the recipe? you look for alternatives but every article beats you over the head with “whole foods are best! you’re always missing nutrients and doing damage to your body in the long run if your diet is restricted in any way!” you’re told over and over that arfid won’t really kill you, gagging/nausea/vomiting isn’t the same as an allergy so you need to power through it. all the while you know your diet is going to do permanent damage to your body in the future, or put you in an early grave and there’s nothing you can do about it

[jayykesley]

feels fitting that i’m finally able to watch Iron Lung when i’m on my period

[jayykesley]

WHY ARE THERE FIREWORKS THE SUN IS STILL UP