I just read Anakin and Obi Wan, and...Obi Wan wanted to leave the order with Anakin?? I'm crying. This is beautiful D:
I KNOW, IT’S SUCH A FANTASTIC MOMENT, BECAUSE IT SAYS SO MUCH ABOUT OBI-WAN AS A CHARACTER.Obi-Wan Kenobi is someone who whole-heartedly loves the Jedi Order and their teachings, he was a Jedi through and through, even when his people and culture were genocided to extinction. It was what gave him his strength during those long years on Tatooine, it was what gave his life structure and purpose and meaning.Obi-Wan Kenobi loves being a Jedi, he believes in the principles they teach, and that that’s what allowed him to rise above everything that happened.Yet, at the same time, he understands and respects that there are choices outside of the Jedi, that even he himself could walk those paths, which doesn’t impact his love for the Jedi one bit.Even as far back as Episode I, the very first movie with Obi-Wan (you know what I mean) has him willing to train Anakin without Yoda’s approval, which clearly implied that he was willing to leave the Jedi Order to do it, given that he didn’t know the Council had already agreed to his request.He recognized, for all that he loved the Jedi and finds strength in what they’ve taught him, he can walk away if he must.And then there’s Satine, that he would have left for her when he was younger.
This is someone who knows this very clearly about himself. Yes, things have changed since back then, he has others to think of now–the duty he has to the galaxy now that there are so many more people in danger from the war, that need saving that he can help with, that he still wants to be there for Anakin to help guide him, that he wants to be there to also help support Ahsoka.And then there’s several years into training Anakin, where Obi-Wan is willing to go with Anakin, if that’s what he chooses:
“If Anakin leaves the Order… then I must leave it as well.”Obi-Wan supports the Jedi, he lives his life according to their culture, he finds light and purpose and solace in it. But one of the most core values of the Jedi is teaching what they’ve learned.Yoda says it to Luke, way back in Return of the Jedi, to pass on what he’s learned.Obi-Wan says it in The Clone Wars movie, that teaching is a privilege and important to the Jedi.The very first The Clone Wars episode is about Yoda teaching clones and both Dave Filoni and Henry Gilroy talk about how that was important to put in there, because teaching was so central to the character.I LOVE THIS MOMENT because it’s a theme with Obi-Wan, that he was willing to walk away from the Order that he so loved, not because he disagreed with them on a foundational level, not because he didn’t want to be a Jedi, but because he recognized that sometimes there were things that were more important for him personally.That he has always been willing to walk away for the people he loves, even if he would rather stay. Not away from the Jedi Order, but to those people, for them.BECAUSE HE LOVED EVERY PERSON HE WAS WILLING TO WALK TOWARDS AND KNEW THAT WASN’T A BAD PATH, IF THAT’S WHERE FATE TOOK HIM, EVEN AS HE LOVED THE JEDI SO MUCH.Like, that’s WHY it means so much, because Obi-Wan Kenobi LOVED THE JEDI and to be willing to give that up, to make that sacrifice, tells us just how important it was.














