HELLO ANON!!!!! IM SO HAPPY SOMEONE READS MY TAGS HOLY SHITbut like rly isnt he tho cause seriously the bby smol is the biggest dork god help my heart I never thought I would fall for the pretty setter squad bless 。゚✶ฺ.ヽ(*´∀`*)ノ.✶゚ฺ。
someone reblog this and @ jellycubeplanet cuz i want to tell her its ok and that she can take her time and there isnt any rush or expectations or anything but she has me blocked and i dont wanna text her randomly
can someone reblog this and @ my ex gf sydney jellycubeplanet in it? she has me blocked and i want to say the above to her but i cant reblog her post :0
please dont read unless youre her. i would text this but its more comfortable typing on a computr than on a phone ya
"You said you 'still loved me' and yet got back together with your ex the day after. (the same ex that i been insecure about and have TOLD YOU i am insecure about) so yeah that’s some goddamn bullshit right there."
I figured this, Sam was even yelling at me on the following Monday about it. I would like to point out that I did and do still love you but I really knew about the inevitability of us since my mother found out about us dating back in June/July. I guess you could say I kinda came to terms with the fact that we would have to break up eventually? I will agree with you that to get together with someone, especially someone you were insecure about me have previously dated, was a very shitty and insensitive move and I'm sorry.
"you never paid any attention to me. i was the only one trying and in the end, i stopped trying at all because i wanted to see if you even gave a fuck. you didn’t."
I did care, but I honestly was too busy being caught up in my own self-inflicted distancing-from-people-who-care-about-me, and you just su happened to be on the list along with some others like Sam and Squidy and Savvy. I liked the motivation to keep in contact, and everyday I did think about texting you and that I should and even if it was just to say hi and ask how your day was but for some reason that I don't know I could never do that. I'm sorry.
"you never considered my feelings and thoughts in the relationship. those nsfw submissions you got that day? yeah, would have been nice if you asked if it was okay with me tbh."
Sam actually also told me this, and that makes me a little irritated because I wish you would've told me that yourself. However I do realize with how shit our communication was at the time (and frankly still is, fuck), so I understand why. I will also agree with you that my accepting of nsfw submissions without your consent as my girlfriend was incredibly insensitive (I need to look up synonyms for this word) and I apologize.
I also think that this wasn't the only instance of me seeming to not consider your thoughts and feelings in the relationship, and you just provided the nsfw submissions as an example of my insensitivty imperceptibility in our overall relationship and I would like to apologize for any times I did not put your feelings into consideration I'm a really self-centered person and I use this as a coping method for my mental illnesses and I should probably try to use different mechanisms that are more socially healthy and acceptable. You're not the first person to point this out to me, I've been getting a lot of complaints about it especially from my parents so. I'm trying to work on it.
"i think what makes me the most pissed is throughout all this, i still love you."