Jan 2, 2019
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(JennyMoon)
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first day of working at Julie's cafe! so tired. but just appreciating what awesome friends I have. Jenny took me to work at 8am today and Michelle picked me up and Annie is going to take me to the mall... who else has friends so generous?! praise God. :') <3 The Project: Acts II ended last Saturday... so many mixed emotions but won't post a final thing until our BBQ. :')
feeling
deathly sick. maybe one day I will remember these times and life but I am so miserable right now. boo. but playing for keeps was such a cute movie and I had bomb food at Jenny's house with Annie so yay!!! hope I didn't get them sick :( ditching school tmrw even though my progress report came in and my grades aren't lookin so hot...
college decisions
i was so ready to leave for college. yeah i'd be leaving my friends and family and other important people, but i was still ready to leave. ready for God to work through me in ways i couldn't even imagine. ready to leave all my problems and works behind and start fresh where no one knew me. and then when i visited the place where i thought i was called to go, i hated it. hate is a strong word, maybe more like strongly dislike. the environment was unlike anything i imagined, the school did not offer most of the things it promised. the orientation was drab and i found myself counting down the hours to when i could catch the flight back home. right when i got off the plane, i was homesick. maybe i was closeminded to the experience because it was so far from my comfort zone. maybe from the bottom of my heart, i was scared to be all by myself even though i act like i'm so independent most of the time. maybe i thought God told me to go there because i wanted to go there so much and had such strong emotions for it that, that was where i needed to be. i started creating a new path for myself in which i could get the best of both worlds, but i kept forgetting to put God in the picture. and now i just want to do what God wants me to do. i want to go where God wants me to go, where God will use me in the best possible way He can. where ever i go, i'm going to be scared but this walk isn't about fitting God into my plan. a true Christian is never ready, but always willing. and that is my prayer.
sorry this post was so long but it was something that has been on my mind. most of us have decided on which college to go to already and i'm so proud of each and every one of us. but let's not forget who we truly belong to. i pray for each of our futures and the great works that He will do in them. i thought college admissions were stressful enough and now i realize deciding is much worse, or maybe that's just me.
HAI GAIS
so i just realized i never posted anything on this tumblr so here i am typing away. i hope yall are doing wonderful with those uc/csu apps! only 9 more days and doors are closed. YIKES. thanksgiving is only 1.5 hours from right now and i just want to say how thankful i am of meeting you wonderful people. eat lots & lots (as if we don't already pig out everyday) and happy thanksgiving!