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A Visual love letter to Erykah Badu @Fatbellybella

"AUTHENTICS" - DUCKWRTH® // Dir by @EmmelineKim n @JustinGolden

DUCKWRTH.COM!!!!!!

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While Everyone Else Is Away...

I am stuck here in DB. It seems like y'all are living it up, experiencing the new college life........... I have been going through a season of loneliness and it is in these times that I find rest in God and seek Him the most. I am struggling to find my joy in Him but He is opening up my eyes to the new life that I have in Him and His amazing love for me. In short, I am being broken again because those who are whole don't need His love. He is close to the brokenhearted. I pray that all of you are finding great campus ministries and maturing immensely during this season of change! just wanted to share that I am struggling if any of you guys are also lonely/struggling to find refuge in The Lord. I've found that friends, money, boyfriend, family isn't enough to satisfy me in these times and Gods love becomes more real to me. :) Praise Him in every season!

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Hi ELLEEEEN

we miss you toooooooo!! we hope you're doing bunches of beautiful fun stuff in australia with the kangaroos!! post your pics up on here so we can know what you're doing :)

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first day of working at Julie's cafe! so tired. but just appreciating what awesome friends I have. Jenny took me to work at 8am today and Michelle picked me up and Annie is going to take me to the mall... who else has friends so generous?! praise God. :') <3 The Project: Acts II ended last Saturday... so many mixed emotions but won't post a final thing until our BBQ. :')

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can't believe we're done... not really emotional but I'm so thankful do what God has done in our lives the past 4 years! I've been extremely blessed to walk with each of you girls on this journey. couldn't have asked for better sisters in Christ. somebody post a pic of us cus I don't have any :'( WE'RE DONE & GOD HAS SO MUCH IN STORE FOR US!!! WOOOHOOOOOO love you guys!

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monday

first day of the last week of senior year!!! last orchestra concert of my life, last COF day of my life WOOHOOOOO im so happy ^_________^ tehee.  well this weekend was definitely one of the roughest weekends of my life. :( booo.... PROM was so tiring.. i had to take care of too many people but  yeah it was good... thankful to have had a completely free-of-charge prom and justin took care of me well! ^_________^ but sunday was insane............ just stressing out about the second project acts 2 praise night and the praise team isn't sounding so hot and i had to be nazi but i don't like being the nazi cus im ALWAYS the nazi and people think i like being the mean person but i really dont -__- but someone has to do it and it always ends up being me and yeah with the wp (word + prayer) accountability thing, it's just been disappointing and i'm getting weary having to always tell people to get on it. :( and oh yeah, i also woke up sunday morning getting ready to go to church on 4 hours of sleep and all of a sudden my brother tells me that they're going to visit mom.... so unexpected and i was freaking out cus of course i wanted to go. i ended up being able to go but i was SO emotional (partly because i'm almost on my period, partly because the lack of sleep) but as I am growing older and starting to become a woman, she comes to mind often. It's getting better, I'm not so much bitter and angry but more sad and a little wistful (is that the right word?) hrm but definitely grateful to have so many espc moms and strong older women figures in my life but it's different! of course I still am sad but now I'm more curious. I think it's natural for me to be searching for a woman figure in my life because I want to grow up to be a strong, God-fearing woman.  And of course, thinking about my mom leads to thinking about family and of course that always takes me back to the past and I always think I'm over it but if it keeps coming up I'm not exactly over it yet, right? I think God wants me to work on these issues with Him and find peace and victory over them. Can't honestly say I'm SUUUPER excited to do that because I know it will be hard but at the same time I'm happy that He is searching my heart and refining me. I really really love the Lord. So overall, emotionally CRAZY this weekend!!!!!!! oh and today is the 15th year ... anniversary.. (? o__o) LOL of my mom's death. so i guess that's why I was so blaah today but God sent KC, Annie, Andy, Elleen, and a lot of my other friends to make me feel better. So blessed still and there's always rejoicing in the Lord. I hope this post wasn't too confusing. It's more for me than for you guys hahaha. :)  What a crazy start to the last week of high school! Excited to see how God's going to move .. and tmrw is pray-for-other-people day with Aftershock..!!!!!!!!!!!!! nervous! excited! yaaaaay!! Praise the Lord :"""""""""""""))))))))) love you girls <3

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it's Mother's Day

and I am just so thankful to each and every one of your mothers who are so generous and caring!!! they always feed and house me <3 who could've asked for better best friends moms?! give them an extra hug or two for me. :') seriously the most blessed girl alive, I got the best of best friends and the best of best friends mamas! 5/12/13

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today marks

the very last day of AP testing in my entire high school career.

HALLELUJAH!!!!!

went running with Michelle today… had a good talk! so far so good on the 30 day challenge by young n healthy….. trying to establish a healthy exercise life and prayer life! :’)