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I got some religion and mental health stuff to work out. I’ll be tagging it with “Jess mess” mostly, and stuff specifically dealing with religious trauma will be obvs tagged “religious trauma”
In case, ya know, you wanna keep following but not see that stuff :)
ive been able to sorta lucid dream recently and ive realised that most ppl try to do cool shit like fly but I literally just create a slowburn romance w my crush and like just hold his hand bc ??? im That lonely and touchstarved this is so sad alexa play nobody by mitski
Well fuck.
My sister’s pregnant, single, and plans to stay here while the rest of us move 2,000 miles away bc she wants the baby to be born here.
Ummmmm I got a job!!!! finally hahahha I legit have 20 quid left lmao yeehaw
tbh I only went to uni bc I dunno what else i would do and also staying in education = still get 3 month summer holiday, 3 week christmas holiday and 3 week easter holiday sooooooo
sister's posting hate again and she refuses to even attempt to defend her stances bc "we don't talk about anything ever" and she doesn't want our only interactions to be about things we disagree over. bitch. defend your beliefs bc you're advocating for the restriction of other peoples' freedoms while refusing to vaccinate your fucking child.
my sister is driving me nuts. she's spewing bullshit and not doing any actual research into the things she's saying. actual rant under the cut bc i'm so fucking mad
she posted about how surrogacy is "renting a womb and then ripping the child away from its mother to give to a gay couple" and made no mention of the fact that straight couples use it too. my brother and i are both gay.
she posted about how planned parenthood is giving hrt to minors, ages 12-17. pp doesn't give hrt to ANYONE under the age of 16, and anyone under 18 must have parental consent. this is a basic google search, so basic that even google's ai got it right. (click the center or right side FAQ: https://www.plannedparenthood.org/planned-parenthood-mar-monte/patient-resources/gender-affirming-care )
she posts about vaccines all the time and how they're so bad for you. she is medically neglecting her child while children are DYING OF MEASLES (two confirmed, one under investigation: https://www.cdc.gov/measles/data-research/index.html )
a couple weeks ago she accused me of hating her. all i knew about at the time was her refusal to vaccinate her kid (that she had bc she slept with the emotionally abusive man who had already baby trapped another woman (and whose yard he was living in in a tent) when they briefly got back together, fun fact). i still don't think i hate her, but my disdain grows by the moment. i couldn't respect her at all for her neglecting her child's long term health and safety, now i keep hearing her talk like the worst republicans?? the sheer volume of my anger and distaste at her behavior may turn into hatred idk.
i'm still debating whether i'm going to clap back at her on the planned parenthood post she made. if i do, it may start a fight. if i don't, i'm going to have to sit with the knowledge i could've said something and she will continue unchecked.
fuck it, i'm going to have to get used to confrontation eventually. i asked her why it's a bad thing to delay puberty until someone is more mature to make the decision about transitioning.
pouting
yesterday i had a migraine so bad i spent all day in bed. i rallied enough to eat real food and get excited about dnd, but right as session was starting i puked so hard i got splashback for the first time AND now my face is covered in those tiny red freckles you get when blood vessels burst from that kind of thing. disgusting and demoralizing, both bc i ended up covered in my own vomit and bc i’d already spent all day in bed trying to sleep it off
you know what the gang did without me?
they opened up an item and said goodbye to the ghost that was inhabiting my character’s head. i’m not mad about the item bc that’s a Big Plot thing and it affects all characters equally, but seriously? the one player whose character is impacted the most by this ghost isn’t there and THAT’S when you say goodbye to that npc??
the dm is my best friend. if she’d given me a heads up and i hadn’t been able to make it still, i’d understand. she didn’t. i’m really upset by this and i really hope i’m just misinterpreting the messages in the discord channel
