#jessdiary

[siewpey87]

没有先天性的美貌🙈 但能到后天性的打造😍 其实当初还没加入微事业时几乎每天都只在公司打仗， 回到家就顾孩子顾家，自问这种生活可否改变? 在过去十年里面对到人生的高低后，开始有了另个想法。 要是永远一尘不染，以后我能给孩子什么呢？ 只是想真的很简单，要变动真的不容易因为有了家庭及负担更难的是没背景，一切都要靠自己努力争取。 还有的是，每个改变都有一定的代价，要学习更多承受及压力，但往往其他人看到的只是你成功了，心酸的事没有人在乎。 每天我都告诉自己 ：我把辛苦转化为动力，趁着自己还能拼就拼，跌跌撞撞也好，每个过程都不会空白的。 #身边的朋友一起加油 #jessdiary

[earthtojessa]

I’m going to quit twitter. I’m not gonna deactivate. I’m just not gonna tweet anymore.

well i really do hope so. 

[earthtojessa]

I really have a fucked up body clock. It's almost 1am and i'm still awake. I wanna do something productive today because I have exams and I haven't studied yet. Priorities. Priorities. I keep on thinking about a lot of things and i'm so unfocused with my academics. I hate myself so much.

[earthtojessa]

Emotionally, Mentally and Physically exhausted.

Hi. Hello. Actually i'm really really tired. Putang ina. Wala na ko sa sarili para mag english kasi pagod na ko. Yung utak ko di na kinakaya yung mga kailangan kong maabsorb. Isang exam pa lang ang tapos na. At mamaya 2 naman. Tapos next week 4 at lahat yung major. Sakit sa puso. Pero bago ang lahat, sandamakmak din na quizzes. Gabi gabi kailangan mag aral. Kailangan magkabisa. Kailangan magbasa. Araw araw din pala. Kasi kahit sa umaga kailangan kong mag aral. Kung ano ano pa pinaggagawa ko sa buhay pero matutulog na ko kasi gigising ako ng maaga kasi mag aaral pa ko. Saya magcollege. Sobra.

[earthtojessa]

Day 1

I survived my day 1 of life reset. I decided not to go with my friends when they wanted to eat after class. Yey! I deserve an award for this. Hahaha. Also i'm studying for my quiz tomorrow. So bye!

[earthtojessa]

Lack of motivation

I have 2 quizzes later ('cause it 12:27am already) Anyway, I was really lazy! I don't wanna do anything at all. I just kept on scrolling on my phone. I had so many distractions. Hahaha! I'm gonna wake up with lots of motivation and determination. I will study for our quiz and i'll work out as well. Yes, self you need this. Please cooperate with me. Ok? I love you. Also Paramore's All we know is falling is 10 years! Wow I feel so old. It was one of the greatest album they had.

[earthtojessa]

I've been kinda active on twitter. And I hate it. Might as well delete the app so that i'll stop tweeting. And here I am blogging instead of studying for my quiz tomorrow. I really hate myself right now. Still hoping for a class suspension, hassle pumasok bukas. And i'm not in the mood to take a quiz or to study at all. Huhuhu I need some motivation to do so. :((( But really, I need to study ok bye! Goodluck to my dear self. Lol