#jevz

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i can't seem to reply to asks right now so

chelsea: i'm holding off judgement of the show until the pilot has aired but i'm equally excited and nervous about it. we'll talk soon, yeah?

jen: thanks for those prompts. h8 u 5eva.

also jen: UGH. thanks for the feels. 

:)

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-rubs hands together- 3, 16, 19, 29, 43, 50, 68, 71, 79, 82, 89, 102

GOOD LORD, JEN. 

I'm gonna put these under the cut 'cause there's so many of them! 

3. When's the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? 

Honestly, this is pretty much my default state these days. I seem to live in a perpetual state of eye-rolling at people and wishing they step on a lego barefoot while at the same time being happy that i (generally speaking) don't have to deal with them in real life! 

16. Are you going out of town soon? 

Perhaps, perhaps. I go out of town quite often really -- we drive down to Gloucester/Somerset/Devon a lot for some reason?? But I don't count that as going out of town. Maybe, if my new job is going to take longer than I anticipated, I'll go down to visit Ben for a few days :) 

19. If you could change your eye colour, would you? 

You already can with coloured contacts! ;) Yeah, it's fun to change things up for a while, but I don't think I'd do so permanently. I quite like my eye colour thanks. But for a bit of fun, yeah. I quite liked having green eyes. 

29. Where is the shirt you're wearing from? 

The Making of Harry Potter Studio Tour -- BADGER PRIDE, YO! 

43. Has anyone ever told you that they don't want to lose you? 

Yeah, a few people. On most occasions I listened. 

50. What are you supposed to be doing right now? 

Sleeping. It's 12:30 and I won't want to get up in the morning. 

68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? 

Now, you know that we have very different definitions of "pants"! It's no on both counts, though ;)

71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? 

Ben. He gets me. I don't have to pretend around him. I don't have to be strong. I don't have to hold back. I don't have to hide or censor my thoughts or feelings. I don't have to be diplomatic or put his feelings before my own. I can just be. 

It's one of the many reasons why I love him. 

79. Currently wanting to see anyone? 

Nope, not really. Quite enjoying being all on my own tbh. 

82. Is there someone you'll never forget? 

Oh, of course. Family mostly. My closest friends. The people who have been there for me when I've needed them, even when I've pushed them away. The people who stick around no matter how difficult I become. And there's a handful of internet friends, yourself included, who'll always hold a special place in my heart. You guys don't know how much I adore you. 

89. So the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in? 

Well, he lives here so ... I guess I'd have to, right?? ;) 

102. Has anyone ever given you butterflies? 

Sure. Everyone I've ever dated gave me butterflies. It's how I knew I felt differently about them. Haven't really felt it in a long while though. I'm not sure if that's because I'm getting older and so shouldn't expect to feel like a giddy teenager anymore or because I'm become more jaded. Probably the latter tbh. 

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I'm currently addicted to making playlists/fanmixes

My Song of the Day is 'A Handsome Stranger Called Death' by FOE

If I could live in pyjamas, I so would 

My socks never match 

When it comes to problems I generally take the big things in my stride but let the trivial shit annoy the hell outta me 

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testing a question

testing a response

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Like my status and I will give you a number. You then have to come up with that number of little known facts about yourself.

i've been using pandora radio recently to find music, but in general i'm a pop person. probably out of laziness--and, well, i need happy music because i don't think i'm naturally a happy person??

if i could pull it off, i'd probably dress the way avril lavigne dresses: a mix of goth and preppy schoolgirl. alas, with my body type, i can't exactly do that. i just can't.

i'd love to get a tattoo of an ankh on my wrist, but i'll probably only get it done when i move abroad. when, not if.

my signature nail polish color is a hue that a friend creatively titled "naked gay fairy": a light shade of golden-brown with glitter.

at one point, all my non-school shoes were platforms and wedges. no flats. just high things. but not heels. i wobbled in heels. (still do, really.)

i've never dated. not surprising, that one, but i thought i'd put it out there.

once upon a time, i wanted to act. i even joined an acting workshop for kids between 8-13 or something. i was 12 and looked 13 or 14, but they stuck me in the group for younger kids. we sang the most inane songs ever. it was the worst. i never went back.

my crushes usually are ten years older than i am. sometimes twenty.

i have a terrible temper. it's gotten much better, but it's still there, i guess.

my first car accident--that was my fault--happened since i was looking down at my phone instead of up ahead. i haven't used my phone in the car since.

my favorite greek goddess is artemis. i can't even begin to count how many times i've sworn myself to chastity and virginity and all that shit--or basically, vowed never to get married. fuck marriage.

funnily enough, when i was younger i always joked that i'd marry a rich foreign man and become rich that way. i think killing him afterward was always part of the plan, but i never mentioned that bit.

i am a frustrated everything.

i don't like arguing so when people talk about their opinions, even if i disagree, i nod and go, "mmhmm." it doesn't mean i believe or agree with them. i just don't want to argue.

if i were one of the seven homunculi in fma:b--or if i could have one of their powers--i think i'd go with lust's. i've always wanted to be a shapeshifter like envy, but i'd love to kill people without blinking an eye. with ultra long nails.

i might be outwardly crying but believe me, i'm probably imagining what it would be like to stab you in the back and twist the knife in.

i think i'm the most boring person in the world. i don't have a personality. i have a lot of regrets, basically. 

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lycanthrope -- +44 

under pressure -- david bowie & queen

the mortal boy king -- the paper kites

i won't see you tonight part i -- avenged sevenfold

way away -- yellowcard

requiem for a tower (movement iv) -- corner stone cues

threads -- this will destroy you

you got that right -- lynyrd skynyrd

forgive me -- city and colour 

we apologise for nothing -- fightstar 

stripper -- soho dolls 

wind it up -- the prodigy

primadonna -- marina and the diamonds 

we need a new weapon -- ramin djawadi

she spider -- mew 

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love like this -- kodaline

you shine like silver in the sunlight you light up my whole heart

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know what i enjoy most about being on a break from work? the most taxing problem i have to face is what do i want to do more: eat cake and watch soa or emotionally ruin the people i love?