#jimdean

[schrodingers-dove]

pastor jim grooming dean as a fuck you to john. dean wishes it's john fucking him. jim fucks dean like he used to fuck john.

triangulation of desire.

[hiighlighterr]

saw a jimdean (jimmy novak x dean winchester) edit to the ‘do i wanna know?’ hozier cover and now i genuinely cannot stop thinking about the “maybe im too busy bein’ yours to fall for somebody new” lyric—

—about jimmy being in love with amelia, but questioning if he’s also in love with dean after watching him through castiel’s eyes this whole time and then finally meeting him

only to completely shove that down somewhere deep inside himself because he refuses to be the kind of man who is unloyal

even if he can’t stop thinking about dean at night lying next to her

(edit linked above, please go check it out if you still have tiktok, it’s done by one of my super amazing moots)

[schrodingers-dove]

i just think that maybe a delicious part of jimdean is that jim is actually disgusted with the fact that if he's found out he's going to be lumped in with the pedo priests he's seen roll through the parishes around him when he's actually just meteing out his own wrath upon john in the most fucked up way possible

[schrodingers-dove]

okay but jimdean where john and pastor jim used to be a Thing and jim's got some fuckin Feelings about john leaving him for mary and now leaving sam and dean with him sometimes when he's on a hunt. dean comes onto him when he's like 15 and well. jim's not saying no when john's son looks like that.

option the first: it's pretty good, they continue to fuck on and off whenever dean ends up in the area

option the second: jim grooming dean over the years as a fuck you to john

[artistauditions]

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