#jinpreet

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Spring 16 when its Winter

It is so strange that we are in 2016. However, I am glad it is the spring semester regardless of the current weather we are in as of now. 2015 was such a blah year for me and for most of us. I would like to take the time to thank all of you loves for being here for me and still being in my life. Half of us are going to graduate after this semester, which I am super excited for you guys. This break I literally just worked. I have had three days off in a row, and got bored on the second day. I always do need to be doing something, This year is going to bring changes to our lives with graduation, jobs, and life changes. I am personally excited to see what this year brings. 

Winter Summary:

Worked 85 hours in 16 days only for textbook money. 

Saw Spectre :)

Spent quality time with you loves 

Got 3 days off in a row!!!! 

Deleted useless persons number from 2015. 

2016 is a new year of positive energy only. 

Jin’s motto: NEVER FORGIVE OR FORGET. Just take out the people who give bad energy to ya. 

School starts on Monday, which I am super excited about for some reason. My inner nerd is coming out, and I hope to see my academic soulmate at campus within next week. 

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Growth

These past couple weeks, I realized something. To understand what it means to be an adult.

It means to let things slide, to not let them phase you.

It means to accept, it is what it is.

It means people that you loved the most at a point will not talk to you out of the blue.

It means to learn our society sucks ass. 

It means to enjoy simple pleasures.

It means to love those around you, they can disappear to dust. ( like literally, since we have numerous bones).

It means you can no longer be content with temporary happiness.

It means to be responsible for the fate of your career.

It means to love yourself.

It means to perfect your soul.

It means, you will not be as emotional and caring as you once were.

It means to understand shit happens.

It means to understand majority of people will only do things for their benefit.

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End of Summer/Beginning of Fall Semester

~Left Regal!: It was a good 4 years. Lots of memories

~Working at Gap for now, hopefully new internship in the city. 

~My body is out of shape as well lol. But Motivation is strong to lose the weight I gained.

~Health wise: I got a bit by a Flea or something, so I have Ugly ass bites all over me.

~School starts tomorrow!!! But I have online classes

~ bf? no but its complicated as always. Foreign boo is a mystery. 

All I did was work this summer, be sick, and chill with my brother. 

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FINALLY GOT THE NOSE RING!!!

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Hey girls

Me and Jinny went to the weirdest concert ever. Like no one showed up concert. It was the best bonding experience we had together. By the way,  I intern for the Energy Initiative, work two jobs, studying with 19 credits, and currently have a somewhat social life (better than last semester). Holy crap what is this sorcery. Also, I'm excited for the month March in general

~Alysha 

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WE GOT THIS!!! #ROUND5forfinals

I wish everyone the best of luck for finals and hell week. Alyssa, I hope you have fun while your on your break and have fun working at Macy's :) 

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Deep in thoughts

HI everyone! 

I hope to see you guys over break! or sometime soon in the month of December. As some of you guys know, my grandpa passed away about a month ago exact from tomorrows date. umm I'm not sure how to deal with this. I am dealing with it somehow. I went back to school couple days later, and went back to work a week later. I tried crying, but just could not get myself to cry. I cried more for my failing of nursing exams than his death, which is just sad to me. I felt empty for 2 weeks after his passing. There was no emotion I felt, and I could care less about the people around me, to the point where my best friends got fed up and thought I did not put effort into the friendship, which hurt a lot, and then I got pissed because I did put effort. I apologized for my behavior, and I had given them a warning on how I would react to this all, but I should have warned them even more. I lost my appetite to the point where I would eat one meal barely a full meal. I also started to workout, a lot to the point my heart rate exceeded beyond the suggested rate for me. So I got sick and I almost fainted at school while going up the stairs. My mother has been on my back about eating more, which I have so do not worry. But tomorrows exactly a month, and I'm feeling my hearts empty again... and I do not know what to do. I want to cry for him, but I just can't get myself to cry. I tried everything. I am not as sensitive as I used to be. A part of me is just dead, and died with him. I'm sorry if I made anyone sad, or upset by this post. I just thought to share with you guys. Love you. I hope final studying is going well. See you guys soon 

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Round #3 with the lovely people

Hey loves,

I wanted to let you guys know, that I enjoyed this summer with each one of you, even though I didn't get much time with mandy and alyssa. But those little moments were cherishing and I will love them forever. Have a good first day of JUNIOR YEAR/THIRD YEAR!!! Deanna I will miss my little drop offs and our walks with leah. Alysha and Alyssa, I hope to meet up with you guys when i am in the city on tuesdays, hopefully I could start soon at the hospital!! Mandy: Thank you for answering back. Expect your surprise in like 2-3 weeks :) I hope you don't cry when you see it. It was a memory that I love a lot. I hope everyone has a successful semester and party for me you guys, since I do not do anything besides work and study. Do not forget to snapchat me and text me anytime!! and oo Video chat me, I love those a lot. Alyssa: have fun working at Macy's and enjoy your last weeks of summer. 

Love Jin :)