#jj.talks

[dgdifferent]

nothing sets off my george rsd like listening to all my mutuals who are staying as drolos like yeah i Get It you never cared about george to begin with should i kms over it?

[gayhotpriests]

I'm having so many feelings about eddie&linda's conversation regarding god tonight and I can't really put it in words but there's something so familiar about casually talking about god as a queer person raised in faith but who has abandoned/felt abandoned by it because of who they fundamentally are and their trauma and how falling back into things like I prayed a lot and well I hope He gives me a shout soon and a saint's medal as ways to comfort himself during difficult times are just so deeply catholic of him even if he's not all that religious now, even when he doubts, even when he's still struggling and when he doesn't understand why he's still here when the others aren't. having Eddie be so casually not-religious day-to-day but deep down having it ingrained in the core of his being, he's bringing it out when he doesn't have the answers. Eddie doesn't believe in the universe, doesn't believe in luck, but maybe- maybe a small part of him still believes in Him and he's been waiting for this- for some sort of sign, that he hasn't been abandoned, that he's still worth it and that maybe there's a fucking divine reason and that he can be saved, after all.

the universe has been screaming at him, but God has spoken, and now he will listen.

[kirishimaswife2819]

Me

[dgdifferent]

i am experiencing mental illness that only minecraft can cause

[dgdifferent]

GOOD MORNING JUST STARTED CRYING AGAIN

[gayhotpriests]

i love how this fandom's favorite injury in fic are concussions but they never bother to properly describe the symptoms someone with a concussion has. i can only suspend my disbelief so far-

[gayhotpriests]

seven sentence sunday

first time doing this! mostly because I'm obsessed with this idea and I haven't finished/posted a fic in ages... if anyone is interested in this au it might actually become a thing!tagging anyone who wants to do this/ needs a little push!

“That’s- yeah, that’s good,” the man says with a tired sigh, rubbing one of his fists against his sternum in a nervous gesture. Eddie says nothing. “So- um, I, I talked to your doctors, and- you don’t have to worry about anything, okay? I’m- I’m here for whatever you need, even if- if-” he pauses, obviously overcome with emotion, and Eddie has the sudden urge to reach for his hand, and if he wasn’t still a little high on pain meds, it would probably terrify him.

“I know you- you might not remember a lot of things right now, but I’m here, okay? I’ll help you through it.”

Eddie swallows hard and looks away. From what he said, Eddie can gather this man knows him, but right now everything is just so, so confusing. His head still feels fuzzy, but he’s sure whoever this person is, has to be really close to him.

How much did he really lose?

“I’m sorry,” bursts out before he can stop himself, and it seems to startle the man too “I’m sorry, but I- I don’t know- who are you?”

The guy’s face falls, tears welling up in his bright eyes- and Eddie can see how, in a fraction of a second, the world shatters around him.

[gayhotpriests]

i wish i had the energy to write fic but right now i just need a hug