Small list I compiled of my Lucitrand headcanons (holding back from saying weird sex shit cuz im a pervert)
>Hasn't been in a real romantic relationship before, despite his age. He's had situationships and weird arrangements with people, but he values his platonic relationships above all else
>Doesn't care about identity, but he'd be somewhere on the ace spectrum. Still would never describe himself as gay or queer, just because labels hold no value to him, but doesn't say he's straight either
>Estrogen would've saved her
>Finds it quite difficult to let himself be affectionate, or let himself receive affection. He doesnt push Jean away, and he's okay with stuff like hugs, holding hands, etc, especially when nobody's looking, but he's more reluctant to let it go further whenever he's fully sober
>Only ever initiates morning and night kisses, doesn't really kiss Jean throughout the day otherwise
>It's not that he's opposed to affection, he just isn't sure how to respond to it like a normal person
>Left a cute note out for Jean once, and upon seeing how happy it made him, Calvin started leaving out more
>Doesn't love that Jean sometimes steals his clothes, but never stops him either
>Sometimes he remembers that Jean's charisma is an anomaly, and becomes unsure about whether he's truly in love with him or if he's being influenced. Isn't sure how to bring it up either
>Somehow more competent an Overseer than Jean
>Watched an ungodly amount of recorded content that existed of Jean while initially researching the Overseers and became very intrigued by him from the get go
>Has has many partners throughout his long life, but few lovers
>Would probably describe himself as bisexual, even if other lables would work better
>Really values strong connections with other people, but has experienced mostly short lived flings and relationships that went nowhere. Really wishes for a happily ever after, but is too afraid of disappointment
>Scared of his own shadow
>Very affectionate, loves hugging Calvins arm and holding onto him. Even minimal contact makes him all giddy
>Perfectionist, but has to tolerate Calvins mess /a lot/
>Likes to feel close to him even when Calvin's not around. Will wear his clothes, or carry around a button he lost, or read the notes he's left him so much that the edges of the paper starts wearing down
>Somehow always ends up tangling their limbs whenever they're sleeping in the same bed
>Doesn't approve of Calvins fashion choices
>Sometimes remembers that Calvin lowkey slimed out everybody he's ever known and that he was lowkey gonna be next, isn't sure whether that's scary or hot (it's both)
>Loves fancy food, both preparing and eating in restaurants. Calvin eats straight garbage and Jean doesn't approve
>Overall just kind of a wimp and Calvin's always very irritated about it, but rarely pushes him. Jean's anomaly keeps his anger issues at bay
>Adam wants him dead sooooo bad
I have a couple more but I might share them some other time woopsie