Hello♥️ can I request prompt 31 with jongyu? Thank you♥️
A/N: writing this helped my mood so, thank you ♥️
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Jinki shifts the bag on his shoulder. The train isn’t here yet, but in a few minutes he will be aboard it. In a few minutes, it will whisk him away from here and. And Jonghyun will stay behind.
He looks to the other and smiles, hoping it can erase everything that has happened between them. Hoping his smile is bright and happy enough that they no longer have to return to last night, to hurried breath and graceless confession and fumbling hands reaching for purchase. He smiles, checks his watch, and hopes that the train isn’t late.
The sun burns orange, its sphere nearly disappeared on the horizon. The sky is about to close its red eye and go to sleep. Jonghyun turns towards it and his eyes become liquid flames, his dripping tears are molten fire. He sniffles and shifts in place even as Jinki maintains his polite smile.
“Have a safe journey,” a quiet murmur advises. “Don’t eat too many snacks. Don’t… don’t fall asleep or you’ll miss your station. Don’t be–” Jonghyun blinks, wipes at his face with his wrists. “Don’t worry about us. We’ll be fine. Just… do well at the new job.” He lowers his gaze to his feet. “Don’t live in a cold house. And don’t buy unnecessary things, you’ll just waste all you money and then–”
“Jjong ah,” Jinki hushes, then reaches out to squeeze the other’s shoulder. “I’ll miss you.”
The action makes Jonghyun sob even harder, but he continues his long string of advice. “D-don’t drink too much. You get carelesss when you drink too much. And… and don’t eat too much spicy food, it’ll give you trouble, you know that,” he sniffles against his sleeve, and in a minute he’ll be crouching in place from the force of his tears.
The train pulls into the station, and the recorded announcement calls for passengers to board it in an orderly fashion. Jinki keeps his now faltering smile on. But nothing is orderly about this, nothing is neat or methodical. Nothing is the way he had imagined it to be. This isn’t how he’d wanted to part. This is isn’t how he wanted to feel in this moment. This isn’t what he wanted to hear or what he wanted to think or what he wanted to say. Nothing is going according to plan and everything he thought he had a hold on is slowly crumbling under his grip. Everything is falling apart.
“Jjong ah,” he moves closer for a last hug, and Jonghyun leaps into his arms, crying louder, shaking harder, refusing more adamantly.
“Don’t go, please, hyung. Please don’t go, I’ll–” he begins imploring when a pair of soft lips cover his beseeching ones mid-plea.
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