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Dave scowls quietly at his calloused and blistered palms. The reddened and inflamed areas were tinted with blood from the cracked skin between the calloused layers and the soft sensitive portions. He was out of practice which was very easy to see from his hands alone. He dunks his hands in the cold water and represses a hiss of pain. He needed to get his mind stable or he was going to spiral again. The lethargic and apathetic lull in his social life was driving him crazy. The man needed something to do, something productive that would make him fall into bed at night and be able to sleep without the memories haunting him again.

It wasn’t Rosie’s fault that he was in this predicament again. It had happened before but this time with John in Korea and Yolo and he being more distant than usual, he needed something to focus on. And this time there wouldn’t be a huge amount of time-jumping back and forth. Dave couldn’t spare that much focus and that much energy to do that again. It had almost resulted in him sleeping for a week the last time he had tried to do that. Knight training really took the energy out of him but it was a relief from the droll and dull cityscape he was trapped in for the past few months. At home, the blond could barely bring himself to talk to others because he was just so damned restless. He wanted something physical and something that he could be proud of and a way to condition himself. He couldn’t risk sparring with anyone or strifing with his fucked up head full of unresolved PTSD; it was far too risky for his sparring or strifing partner. His need was not worth compromising someone else’s safety.

Washing out the wounds almost clumsily, Dave pulls out a roll of cloth and a small jar of ointment. He can’t repress the sharp gasp at the sting of the ointment but he doesn’t let out any other noise afterwards. Looping the roll of clean cloth around his palms and knuckles, he works his way down to form an almost kickboxing wrap with the cloth. Flexing his fingers he hums with approval before slipping on a pair of brown, fingerless well-worn leather gloves to keep the bandages clean and his hands semi-protected. It would do for now. Dave finds his lips curling up into a content smile for the first time in a month and he sighs deeply as he stares down the gently flowing stream of clear mountain water. It was peaceful here. He would go home soon… depending on how his mind settled at least. However, it might take a while so perhaps he should write home and transport the letters somehow. That would hopefully keep the ones who were still there for him aware of where he was and keep them from worrying.

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jn-egbert replied to your post

Cool! Can I come over? I just wanna see you so badly, pleeeeease?

Im Very Very Sick But That Doesnt Seem To Sway Anyone

Probably Given How Sick I Am Honestly

You Can Come Over But Im Not Sure How Long It Will Be For

My Energy Is Significantly Lower Than It Was Yesterday

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Kanaya! I'd like to see you soon, I miss you alot. ((If maybe we can do something before she passes that'd be cool, sorry I'm in so late.))

I Miss You Too Jn

Its Good To Hear From You

#((sure!))#jnegbert #jn-egbert

jn-egbert replied to your post“i think i’m just gonna go play coc all day.”

coc(k)

i'm probably gonna play with that too.

#jnegbert

Bother Me

You Wouldnt Have Bothered Me Trust Me

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Kanaya I am sad and disappointed in you but I guess I never got you to watch Con Air so that's ok. That's the song that feather guy referenced by the by.

Im Sorry Jn :-(

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i want cuddles dammit